Friday, January 29, 2010

Screaming and shouting

Oh yeah. Oh yes. Today’s the day where I felt like my throat was going to die on me. And of course, by singing and shouting so loudly, it’s a solo activity I did in my room with lights off and music blasting at me. And yeah, I guess it doesn’t sound as bad as usual.

Anyway, went to SP to look look. I swear it’s huge. Like bloody huge. Huge in the sense that there are 5 foodcourts? And yeah there’s like Pizzahut, Subway, KC, Macs. Come on, what else could you ask for.

Man I always feel like my nose is fucking me up some how. Anyway, doing something, so videos instead.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Makes no sense

Well, just gonna rant about. A few stuffs. You know, sometimes, when you want to not feel bad about something, you don’t think about it, and it works, until you think about it. So you give up and start thinking about it, thinking that it’ll make you feel better eventually, but it didn’t. Then you realized you’re stuck in between two fucked up choices that you don’t wanna make. And when you finally made a choice and realized you’re indeed fucked, you can’t help but think about the other choice you had, though you well know that you’re going to get fucked anyway.

It probably doesn’t make much sense but yeah, I just want to whine somehow. It always feel so good to whine and bitch about every single little thing in your life and make it seem like a great deal even if it isn’t. Self-satisfaction. That little effort that we all do to make ourselves feel better even though it’s just some cheap thrill for temporary relief. It feels like a pretty long time since I bitch like this on my blog, but yeah it does feel good. I’m brining out my feminine side. Just bitching. zzz

So well. Now that I’m in the mood of bitching. What the fuck is with my choice of school. Yeah true I know that I want to study computer but why the fuck did I choose such a far away school. I planned to just pick a school really close to me so that I can just do the same things I like but without the fatigue of travelling so long. Yeah true, SP would be better than NYP in IT but I’m actually kind of annoyed that I have to travel for so long. Not to mention that my course will house practically no girls at all. In fact I honestly do not believe any girls want to take computer engineering. HAH. Come on tell me. Have you heard any of your girl friends take computer engineering? It’s like sitting in a classroom full of guys. Well, more accurately geeks, listening to some boring lecturer talk whole day while you desperately try to keep up with the pace so that you don’t screw up your GPA.

And oh, I finally went to Kbox. Like first time in my life. Shut up. It’s not that I’m noob. But you see. If you have mics at home, awesome speakers, the ability to find instrument version of songs. why do you specially need to go somewhere just to sing? Even without those you can just sing without a mic, like, alone in your room zi-highing for no apparent reason. But yeah, being idiotic with friends is much more fascinating. I can’t really hear what I sing so I stick the mic between my legs, and use both my hands to plug my ears. (yeah, i forgot to bring my earphones out that day)

So yes. I think I’ve done enough bitching for the moment. Erm. As usual, a video to end things round

Results

Awesome.

The results are out.

KOH KAI HONG, you are posted to S’PORE POLY, COMPUTER ENGINEERING (S53) UNDER 2010 JAE.

What can i say. I forgot to post this picture but here goes.

JAE registration

 

Yeah you can see the pattern here. I guess I don’t really care that much what choice I get since it’s going to be awesome either way. But oh well. it’s great to know that you got your first choice (:

Kind of wanted to start a new life in a new environment. But seems like there’s quite a few people from AHS going. But it’s okay! (I guess)

So erh. I don’t really have much to say. Just woke up, tired and all. So an awesome video.

Sunday, January 24, 2010

Bored

I’m bored as you can see. So I’m just gonna rant about random stuffs. And since I’m so bored, I’m going to test out another system. Sigh. Anyway, before I start saying things that don’t make much sense, here’s a picture that makes sense.

5 second rule

 

Well. I guess that it kinda makes sense to me on some level.

Anyway, I give up on ranting, here are some awesome videos.

 

THEN I REALISED, THIS ACTUALLY CAME FROM A COMMERCIAL. SO WATCH IT

 

THEN I REALISED, THERE’S ANOTHER PARODY

 

THEN I REALISED, THERE’S A 2008 VERSION

 

AND THAT’S HOW YOU ACHEIVE ENTERTAINMENT.

Saturday, January 23, 2010

Working out

Yay! Played badminton again. I guess it’s really good for me to exercise. I mean, how often have I exercised these days man. And well, went out quite a few times these days. Well, I guess this is good in a sense.

Boredom is the devil’s workshop

If you want to get over something, don’t sit at home and brood about it. Go out and get busy.

So well. Again I don’t have much to say right now. So another video to end things

Berlin Block Tetris from Sergej Hein on Vimeo.

Friday, January 22, 2010

Thanks

Thanks micah and corinne for the shoe, like really really thanks! really like it man! ^^ awesome. The chicken we ate was awesome too.

Well. Then erm. Watched Day Breakers. In fact I watched quite a lot of shows these days.

Watched the tooth fairy today.

Anyway, message to my daughter. You’re not weak okay! You’re not!

So anyway, I’m really tired. And I also have things bothering my mind. So yep. I gotta go and sleep. just a random video to end this off.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

Just so you know

 

Don’t really feel like typing anything. So uh. Awesome video to replace words.

Sunday, January 17, 2010

Blame it on the pop

 

Lyrics of the song, well, not totally accurate, cause this is according to what I hear.

I know you want pop
You want dance
You want rock and roll

You wanna boom boom
This is remix, got symphonix
I got pop
I got dance
I got rocking electronic, club, beats
I got hip hop music
With the future flows

So don’t worry
Even if the sky is falling down~ down~ down~
Gonna be okay
When it knocks you down~ down~ down~

So baby don’t worry
It’s alright oh alright
When it knocks you down
When you go down when you go down now
Don’t need to worry
Just get back up
When you’re tumbling down~ down~ down~

Feels like I’ve been awakened
Every step I’m taking
Every rule I have to break it
Every move I make
The risk that I’m taking
The chances I’m taking

With a big smile on my face
And it never feels out of place

Blame it on the pop
Blame it on the dance
Blame it on the rock and roll
Blame it on the rom bak bak
With the symphonix

I like that pop
I like that bass
I like that rocking electronic, clubs, beats
Blame it on the hip hop music where the future flies

Baby don’t worry
It’s alright oh alright
When it knocks you down
Somewhere alone along this road
Stressed out I wanna let it go
I feel down~ down~ down~
Baby are you down down down down down~

Oh~ I’ve been standing on the sides so long (so long)
Just trying to find my where it go ( let it go let it go )
Oh please let it go, let it go

I got a feeling (woohoo)
I found god

Blame it on the pop
Blame it on the dance
Blame it on the rock and roll
Blame it on the feeling

(again, too hard for me to decipher)

We got the pop
We got the dance
We got the rocking electronic, clubs, beats
We got the hip hop music
With the future flows

People in the plains
Put your put your hands up high
Put your hands up, oh oh oh, oh oh oh
Wherever you are, I’m here
Blame it on the p-p-p-p-pokerface p-p-pokerface

Somewhere in life yeah!
Let’s live it up!
If you wanna get down down~ down~
mamamama
I won’t let you down~ down~ down~

So baby don’t worry
It’s alright oh alright
When it knocks your down
When you go down when you go down now
Don’t need to worry
Just get back when you’re tumbling down~ down~ down~

Blame it on the pop
Blame it on the dance
Blame it on the boom boom boom
Gotta get get rom back
Blame it on the adalwave  -- (I have no idea)
With the boom boom boom
Gotta get get pop
Gotta get get dance
Gotta get get boom boom pow
I gotta get I gotta get this year’s remix
With the future flows

I got a feeling
That I never even had before
That tonight’s gonna be a goodnight
That tonight’s gonna be a goodnight
When I sing the same thing every single time yea
You know that I need somebody (somebody)
Open up your plans and damn you’re free
Look into your heart and you’ll find love love love

Can’t you see, that I melted
Isn’t this easy ( easy, that i melted)
Down down down

Feels like I’ve been awakened (can’t you see)
Every step I’m taking
Don’t be afraid
Every risk that I’m taking (can’t you see)

Okay that’s all, it’s damn confusing at the last part.

This took me more than 40mins. I’m giving up. And it’s not accurate, accurate as much to my hearing and the knowledge of the lyrics of the individual music. So if there’s a mistake leave me a tag. Basically I just wanted to show you guys that this remix, actually has meaning in the lyrics it ain’t just plain gabberish just to make the music sound right

 

AS POINTED OUT BY LEON, NOW I FEEL DAMN STUPID, BUT HERE ARE THE OFFICIAL LYRICS. (COLOR CODED)

http://djearworm.com/united-state-of-pop-2009-blame-it-on-the-pop-lyrics.htm

 

Well. To end it off, here’s another annoying orange.

Minimalist

I keep trying to be a minimalist. Or at least I try to do so on my computer. But it’s extremely hard for me to accomplish that. Because, while chasing for the style, I ended up using more resources to display that style that I want.

So anyway, this is how my browser looks like.

Untitled
Running Mozilla Firefox 3.5.7
(click on image to enlarge)

Yes. It really is Firefox, at least that’s how it looks like after quite an extensive makeover. Looks nice and minimalistic doesn’t it?

As time goes by I kind of miss having a desktop. This laptop keep crashing when I play more intensive games, for example, Age of Empires 3. Which in my context isn’t really an intensive game. So well. If only if I can have the power of a desktop on my laptop and have 12hours battery life. I’ll be looking forward to that in the future (:

Well. I fell in love with this series. Here’s another episode of food ^^

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Shagged, this feels familiar

My entire body is aching. really badly. Played badminton in the morning, then caught Avatar in 3D. My first movie in 3D! Kind of taxing on my head. But yeah the effects was cool.

So badminton first, though it’s been quite long since I played, I’m still awesome, admit it,I kicked your asses. But I really no strength. I can’t even hit the fucking cock hard enough . I totally felt like I was weaker than I was 2 years ago. Screwed man. But it was fun! Let’s play again next week man!

So… 3D experience. I would say that. It is good. The show felt more realistic than normal ones. But I want to put what I experience in detail, because I had the thought of getting 3D in my room, was wondering if it was worth it. And honestly? No it’s not.

(This is going to get quite technical so ignore it if you want to)
I feel that 3D technology is still very primitive, and that can be clearly seen by the fact that you have to wear those retarded glasses. And there isn’t true 3D. It’s not the type of effect that I wanted to see. It felt a lot more like a multi-tiered 2D effect. Where it gives you a sense of depth but that sense of depth wasn’t deep enough. It was still too close to the screen. It was like, looking into a window, where the 3D objects are, not like the 3D objects are popping out of the screen. (except for some parts where that effect is felt)

So anyway, because of the way the technology is used, it forces us to focus on separate images at the same time to give us the illusion that it’s a 3D object, which is how our eyes perceive things. However, since it’s forced in a unnatural situation, it causes strain on our brain because it’s like. Your entire brain is telling you “this is a 2D image", yet your perception sensory tells you “this is 3D”  You’re like staring into a 2 hours worth of illusion, tell me how it’s not going to put strain on your brain. So I guess my money’s on holograms in the future. I mean come on, it’s just a matter of time (:

So I got high after the badminton then while I was in the toilet, I came up with this awesome poem

Morning go out eat, finish go back shit, hungry then repeat, tired then go sleep, casual day indeed, what a big fat pig.

COME ON TELL ME THAT’S AWESOME LOL

So anyway, while we’re on the train, yj sat inbetween two indians, then I was still high. So… Here it goes.

She sits at the back, surrounded by two blacks, in the phone she taps, oblivious that she’s fat.

Now the last line was random because I don’t know what else to put. So after that well, there’s a certain smell that she couldn’t take, and I was STILL PRETTY HIGH. So here goes.

She sits with character, as the smell gets unbearable, she couldn’t control her laughter, switched seats and it gets better.

OH WELL. I’M LAME I KNOW. BUT I WAS HIGH OKAY. So anyway, I have quite a few fascinating videos, here’s one for now. *throws out the video*

Thursday, January 14, 2010

It’s not that I’m not trying

Now for all my friends who know how I usually treat my mother,  or how I talk to her. I am trying to be nicer to her.

It’s not that I’m not trying to be nicer. But sometimes it’s just impossible for me to do it. My temper just takes over my patience. It really feels like I’m talking to a person who’s deaf but I know that she’s not.

So anyway, my mum came in my room to talk about my selection of schools. She’s like, you must think carefully about what schools that you’re going. Then I’m like, don’t worry, I think through a lot already.

Well, she’s like, are you sure?! I heard from my friends that going to JC is better ,why you want to go to 'poly? Is it because you don’t want to go to a lousier JC? I’m like, no, because I think through and poly is better for me.

But she doesn’t want to accept that, she’ll keep insisting that I have to think more. I’m like, I’m going poly, that’s all there is to it. So she ask “okay, so which are your friends are going to poly too?”

Right, I answered her, “I don’t know, how I know”

Then she’s like “ HOW COULD YOU NOT KNOW, Are they not your friends?” Dude, tell me how I’m supposed to answer this calmly. Then obviously i pek chek already, so I just kept quiet. Then she ask a few more questions that did not register in my head. So before she left my room.

She turned and looked at my screen. And I’m watching Zan Sayonara Zetsubou Sensei. Then she opened her mouth and produced the following sound “Why are you watching such stupid shows. They are shallow and doesn’t give you any knowledge. Stop watching these kinda shows” (in Chinese of course)

So I snapped and I went. “get out. just get out”

I MEAN COME ON. I JUST CAN’T KEEP IT IN. IT’S JUST SO FUCKING ANNOYING. Is it really wrong to do that? Have I not try to talk nicely to her? It’s fucking annoying. Some people just can’t keep their mouths shut and not comment on everything they see. I guess that’s where I got that bad habit from.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Long winded

Went to Singapore Poly and Ngee Ann Poly today. I was… Fascinated. Went to SP with S & S and met S at WS.

So anyway. The lecturers seems to take a liking towards me. Which obviously makes me feel really really good and comfortable there. I sort of cut the conversation short in SP and went to Ngee Ann. which, I’m going to talk in detail below.

At first, there was this guy, whom i approached to ask about IT, then  he called another guy to come over because i asked something about animation. So after that the other guy left for another person, then he called another guy to come and talk to me. So end up there’s like two lecturers talking to me. And they just keep talking and talking and like they’re like almost gay.

Dude they talk to me for like I think more than 30mins. wtf. But the most fascinating and wtf thing is, one of the lecturers is like, if you have and queries you can call me *point to the back of the booklet*

Then guess what.

“if you have any emergency questions, you can call my personal cell phone directly”

THEN HE GAVE ME HIS NUMBER. WTF? I’M LIKE, HUH. DUDE, HE’S HITTING ON ME RIGHT. LOL.

So anyway, it was a pretty interesting and informative trip lah. Though end up I still couldn’t really decide over what I should be doing but oh wells. I’m sure I’ll get the answer pretty soon.

Well I’ll just end this with another awesome video.

Thinking hard

So before I start the post. Here’s an article about a robotic girlfriend that you can buy that can satisfy your every needs.

http://www.straitstimes.com/BreakingNews/TechandScience/Story/STIStory_475593.html

Alright moving on. I don’t really feel like putting up my score here. But it’s not good. But at least I can get into the course that I want to get into. And I guess that that’s all that matters to me right now. The rest ain’t that important right now.

But those who are curious about what school I’m going to. I’m definitely choosing between either Singapore Poly or Ngee Ann poly. And obviously I’ll be studying Information Technology. I don’t know which course yet though. will be thinking really hard about it later on in the day. At last I can pursue what I want to do in life. At last.

So before I continue on, there is this really awesome music that I want to share with you guys.

 

Sorry for not updating the past 2 days. Kinda busy. Or just plain tired I guess. Well, congrats to all those who got good results!

But those that didn’t, don’t be too sad over it. I mean, it’s just a test in life. Now that it’s over, we should just start preparing for the next big test in our life man. I feel like there ain’t a lot of time to waste recently, and somehow I’m trying to get as much of it as possible.

But then again, I just sort of inherited a rather pessimistic way of thinking.

Saying that you don’t want the person you love to be sad is just being selfish. It just means that the person means so much to you, that it will sadden you if she’s sad. So in the end you’re just doing it for yourself.

Well. If that’s true. And to some extent I think it is. I think it’s rather sad. Don’t you think so?

And I realized that I’m still just a kid. Or maybe it’s just feelings that we’ll experience for the whole of my life. I guess, it’s just jealousy. I guess it’s just that feeling of not wanting to lose. I guess it’s just that childish thought of not wanting to lose to other people. I guess part of the source of my troubles.

Sometimes I wonder. If, there are certain things that you don’t like about yourself, why is that annoying character still there? If I don’t like myself acting in a certain way, why do I find myself doing it? I don’t know man, feeling kinda dumb. It’s like I’m losing self-control of some sort.

Well, since it’s getting kinda bland, here’s another awesome video to spice things up.

 

So well. I don’t know man. I just want to start a new life of some sort I guess. It'll be really really interesting to see what the future has for me.

I promise I will work hard for the next three years. I promise myself that I will not give up my interest because of laziness. I promise myself that I will really, really try my best (:

Anyway, watched the Vampire’s Assistant today. Was pretty fascinating, hope the part 2 will be better though! Kind of sad to see that two best friends have to fight it out, though kinda cliche, but it was pretty okay I guess.

And. I managed to complete Bishi Bashi 2! With the help of my daughter and grandson ^^ So well. It was pretty entertaiing, Bishi Bashi that is. Haha. I love my vibrating skills ^^

So well, I guess I’ll end it off with an image from Failblog.org

epic fail pictures

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Creeping in

Yeah, that feeling of anxiousness mixed with unprecedented amount of nervousness creeping into my mind in abundance.

I’m pretty sure this is another type of “mind-fucking” that I always talk about.

So here I am listening to those classical music in order to calm my mind. I have to say, I have totally no idea if it’s working or not. The best way is still not to think about it. Which I succeeded by watching shows and wasting my time.

So anyway, something I took from someone’s blog sometime ago I can’t remember who.

It's amazing when strangers becomes friends.
It's sad when friends becomes strangers.
I never want to lose a friend like you.
I met you as a stranger.
I took you as a friend.
I hope we meet in a land where friendship never ends.

Nice little poem.

I ain’t got much to say. But I like Lady gaga in acoustic. Like really.

Tomorrow

Tomorrow is the O levels results. If I think about it. I won’t be able to sleep. And I’m so tired that I’m going to fall asleep anytime now. What does it mean? I’m not thinking about it. Duh.

So anyway, I just felt like typing something right now. And I’m sneezing like fuck. Like seriously I think i sneezed at least a 100times already. Someone either misses me like crazy. Or someone is cursing my like crazy. Let’s hope it’s the former one. Anyway, I found even more cool videos. Show it to you guys next time. Now I just want to finish this up and to sleep. No particular reason for this post. Just felt like it

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Final Fantasy OST

Been listening to the OST of final fantasy. Really like the music man. Damn awesome especially in the night.

Here’s what I mean. The audio is a little soft.

Of course. I didn’t know that, Pirates of the Caribbean theme song was THIS awesome.

 

So anyway, I’ve found some videos that is pretty awesome to share again.

Bruce Lee VS Iron Man in stop motion. That is awesome. Really damn cool to do such an animation. Like it’s pretty hard.

 

Now. To end it off.

Lady Gaga! What, did you see wrong? No you’re not wrong, even with my distaste for her, I have to say this this is really. Damn good.

 

Her awesome voice and almost naked costume blew me off totally man.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Maths is important

As you all already know, or don’t, I don’t really do programming. And though I’ve attempted to learn in the past, I never really got very far. At least not to the point where I really really have to use my brain. Today, I tried to push a little further.

And there I realized that Maths is really really really important if you want to do programming. Here’s what I mean.

123^10 = 0*128 + 1*64 + 1*32 + 1*16 + 1*8 + 0*4 + 1*2 + 1*1 = 01111011^2

Now. That is their explanation of how to calculate in bits. ( bits = how your computer calculates, in 0s and 1s, for example, the letter A to the computer is 01001)

So basically, I don’t really understand how they derive to that. But I’ll get it someday. Soon, I hope. I mean come on, I really need to master this language before I can get anyway in the computer world =.=

So on a lighter and more out dated note.

Ellen pranks on other people!

 

Isn’t that just awesome. I miss doing that to people. Though it’ll be too crappy to do that when I enter JC/Poly.

Ah. I lazy type le. That’s all!

OH WAIT. here’s an epic winner.

epic-fail-sexy-chat-win

Nervous? You bet I am

GCSE O Levels results coming out on 11th January 2pm.

Is there anyway that I’ll be able to face this calmly? No fucking way. Not when my results has been fucked beyond fucked.

The weather is getting hot again. Or maybe it’s just me, whatever. I’m just feeling kinda hot. CES 2010 is held today. A lot of geek news all over the net. Couldn’t finish it all within a day. Just keep reading and reading and reading. Restless again. Restless. What happened to the calmness I had during the holidays?

Obviously fucked by the knowledge that the results are coming out.

You see. That’s why I wanted to rest as much as possible during the holidays. Because you know that once the results are out, there’s no way you can sit still while waiting for it. There’s no way you’re going to go out without a little thought in your mind saying “Your results is coming out on monday”

Damn it damn it damn it. I can’t sit still.

Anyway, thanks shannen! That, loooonnnnnnnngggggg note really punched some sense into me (:

 

do you watch porn?

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Pokemon battle

image

 

Now that’s what you call a one sided conversation.

Reflection

 

When will my reflection show who I am inside?

I need a phone

I’m going to try asking for my mum for a new phone for my birthday. I really really really desperately need a new phone man. Fuck my current phone. It sucks. I think I’m aiming for the Nokia N97 mini. It isn’t really a premium phone. It isn’t excellent. But it gets all the job done at a reasonable price. So I’m going for that.

Screw all you iPhone users. lol. Anyway, this may be a little late but here’s a video to say goodbye to 2009.

Try JibJab Sendables® eCards today!

 

Come on, I know it’s awesome.

There are actually quite a few videos out there but then I’m not really in the mood to post them.

This is a nice song.

 

I just don't want to waste another day
I'm trying to make things right
But you shove it in my face
And all those things you've
done to me I can't erase
And I can't keep this inside
It's time to say goodbye
On the first day that I met you
I should have known to walk away
I should have told you you were crazy
And disappear without a trace
But instead I stood there waiting
Hoping you would come around
But you always found a way to let me down

[Chorus]
It's time to say goodbye
(I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye
(Cause things will never be the same)
It's time to say goodbye
(You make me think I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye

After all the things I've done for you
You never tried to do the same
It's like you always play the victim
And I'm the one you always blame
When you need someone to save you
When you think you're going to drown
(Think you're going to drown)
You just grab your arms around
me and pull me down

[Chorus]
It's time to say goodbye
(I just don't want to waste another day)
It's time to say goodbye
(Cause things will never be he same)
It's time to say goodbye
(You make me think I need to walk away)
It's time to say goodbye
It's time to say goodbye

Now I'm gone
It's too late
You can't fix
Your mistakes
I was trying to save you from you
So you scream So you cry I can see
Through your lies
You're just trying to change me
(Trying to change me)

Somewhere in the distance
There's a place for me to go
I don't want you to hate me
But I think you need to know
You're weighing on my shoulders
And I'm sick of feeling down
So I guess it's time for
me to say goodbye

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

17 forever

How long have you been 17?
For awhile.

Ah thanks all who wished me on my birthday be it on time or not. HAHA. And thanks alot to 2D who gave me that surprise party! Honestly I didn't expect that. Because well, I didn't expect that. Haha! Guys don't give surprise party. So well, it was my first experience. Pretty awesome I would say ^^

So well, today's my birthday. Went to silver's house! Wii ftw. ^^ A bit lifeless but then there's nothing I can do about that I guess! HAHA. I'm pretty much made to be lifeless. And man, I really want to get that phone, you know N97 mini. But then I haven't brought it up to my parents and I don't really dare to. So... Sigh.

Okay I'm not really at home and I'm not using my computer so I'm having some kinda mental blockage so I guess I'll do a more proper post when I get home.

The point is. I just want to thank everyone who wished me first just incase I forget!

THANK YOU! 

Monday, January 4, 2010

Finally home

I’m shagged. Like really really shagged. Since 2010 I think I’ve only been home once. Really bloody tired siah. My mind going to cmi already. Though my body though aching all over, still has the determination to go on I guess.

SO yep, to those who’ve been coming to my blog. Sorraye ah. Forget to bring the laptop go chalet. :X

So that isn’t the main thing that I wanted to post about. In fact I forgot what I wanted to talk about. It was probably something fascinating or some philosophical shit again. OH YES. I THINK I REMEMBER WHAT I WANTED TO SAY.

Life is only self-satisfaction.

I wonder if I will really be able to do this. But, to live my life by my own standards, not by others. Do not bother about other people’s opinion, only yours. As long as you’re happy with it, you’re good.

Another person’s compliment is only flattery unless you think he means it. So it doesn’t matter what the person say, it’s how you judge it. So according to that, it doesn’t really matter whether other people say about you. As long as you think that you’re like this, you’re good.

Why did I start thinking about such things again? It’s because of an anime that I’ve been watching. It’s pretty gore so I don’t really recommend people to watch it.  But just in case you’re interested to know the title…

Umineko no Naku Koro ni

By the 13th episode I think the same person died over 10times. It’s hard to explain, but the way of killing is really gruesome. So yeah, watch it at your own risk.

So basically, this show is about the existence of witches. Which is the same as what I was saying about god the whole while. It only exist if you believe in it. So the whole anime taught me that, if you truly believe something with all your heart, it will come true someday. Or the alternate ending is that you end up in an asylum.

So anyway, a summary of twilight as shown by marc.

First 200 pages:
"I like you, Edward!"
"You shouldn't! I'm dangerous!"
"I like you, Edward!"
"But I'm dangerous!"

Next 50 pages:
"I'm a vampire!"
"I like you, Edward!"
"But I'm a vampire! I'm dangerous!"
"I like you, Edward!"

Next 100 pages:
"I like you, Edward!"
"You smell good, Bella. I'm dangerous!"
"I like you, Edward!"
"Damn, you smell good."
"I like you, Edward!"
"Also, I glow in sunlight."

Next 50 pages:
A. VAMPIRE. BASEBALL. GAME.
(I wish I was kidding)

Last 100 pages:
"Help me, Edward! I'm being chased!"
"I'll save you!"
"Help me, Edward! I'm scared!"
"I'll save you!"
"Oh, Edward!"
"You smell good."


I have to say that it’s really true man. Haha!

And since you bitches refuses to tag me unless I put a tagboard. Yeah it’s there again. And I shifted my twitter updates to the bottom.

What happened to the blog that posts video! Alright, not today okay. I’m kinda tired and I haven’t had the time to like you know, scan the internet for things to show you guys. Maybe tomorrow or something. But of course, I HOPE I’ll be doing something tomorrow rather than that. Cause you know. That’ll really suck if I end up posting videos. Well. Time to search for a new phone. Sigh.

01 01 10

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I planned on doing a really nice and long post. But what the hell, I’m just so shagged right now I don’t have the motivation I had yesterday to do such a thing.

So anyway.

Went out with 2D at first, then went to marina bay, then to marina barrage, then to suntec, then to marina square, then… This part can’t be explained in words. LOL. The fireworks was awesome omfg. It was like. BOOM BOOM POW! LOL. Yeah, all of us were pretty high, but the crowd like not fun one ley. Not THAT high. Ah, if only if we’re older and can go to the party or something.

So after a very long and tiring day. Me and T decided to go look for another group of people! Of course, I don’t really know them except for 2 guys, Whom I haven’t seen for. Years. So well, just for the fun of it I went. Then I ended up in a 3hour hike around the ghost town. I only know we walked in circles, don’t really feel like remembering where we walked. But ended up at dhoby with a nice train to go home. Feeing totally shagged.

Reached home at 7am. Oh wtf.

The pictures…. Won’t be up until I edited them ^^

Alright, now back to the traditional stuffs that I think I always did every year. Resolution list. So… Here goes.

RESOLUTION LIST OF 2010:

  1. Solve or get rid of that annoying thought in your mind.
  2. Study harder. For the right reasons.
  3. Waste lesser time. I need the time.
  4. Be more matured.
  5. Start a new life.
  6. Change my attitude. There are some things I don’t like about it.
  7. Don’t be fickle minded about your own decisions.

I guess that ends the current list that I have for myself. Anyway this post is late because…. Find that reason in the next post!