fuck man, i hate myself.
I’m really really sorry, i really don’t know how to help you. And i don’t know if my decision was the right one either. I don’t know if you’ll hate me for it in the future. But really, i just wish for the best for you.

hmm. around 42 more before i end this .

I guess, that’ll be the end of this year. Well, that will end my journey from the end of p6 all the way till the end of sec4. A full 4 years worth of memories. I’m still pondering over alot of things. Okay, maybe pondering isn’t the right word. I’m, thinking really really really hard.

Well, i’ve been eating too much kfc and macs.

And i’ve been singing alot. Shut up, there’s perfectly nothing wrong with me singing. I just want to sing. So yeah. Must have over strained my throat or something. =.=

oohohhhh ohhhhohhh ohhhhhhhhhhhh

 

What's the deal, with my brain
Why am i so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation,
I let love down the drain

There’s the pitch slow and straight
All i have to do is swing and I’m a hero
But I’m a zero.

Hungry nights, once again
Now it’s getting unbelievable.
Cause i could not have it better
Without just getting no pay
From the girls, all around
As they search the night for someone to hold onto
And i just pass through

Singing
ohhhohhh, ohhhohhh, ohhhohhhh
Singing
ohhhohhh, ohhhohhh, ohhhohhhh

Get your hands, off the girl
Can’t you see that she belongs to me.
And i don’t appreciate this, excess company
Though i can’t satisfy, all the needs she has
And so she starts to wander
Can you blame her?

Singing
ohhhohhh, ohhhohhh, ohhhohhhh
Singing
ohhhohhh, ohhhohhh, ohhhohhhh

Tell me there’s a logic out there,
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come
Tell me there’s some hope for me
I don’t wanna be lonely
For the rest of my days on the earth
oh~!

(guitar solo)

ohhhohhh, ohhhohhh, ohhhohhhh
Singing
ohhhohhh, ohhhohhh, ohhhohhhh
Singing
ohhhohhh, ohhhohhh, ohhhohhhh

 

Oh yeah, fyi, i typed that lyrics out myself, cause i have nothing better to do when i’m eating my maggie mee. that’s why. So yeah.

oh fuck it. i’m going to sleep

omg i met firman today. It’s been like 4years since i saw you man!

oh well, not like you will see it. but hey, kinda miss ya man. haha.

anyways, this is the new song that’s in my head.

 

Girl, if you’re wondering if i want you to, i want you to
I swear it’s true, without you, my heart is blue.

well, if you like that song, here’s the acoustic version

 

Yep. It’s an awesome song.
(there may come a day when we have nothing left to say~~)

haha. Who says that geeks can’t make music?

Listen to all your kpop that you want. This song ftw.

all of a sudden i suddenly started missing windows XP.

Maybe it’s because of a video that i was watching. So. I don’t know, i started stripping down my Windows 7. No i mean that i’m making it faster by removing stuffs that’s not needed / not used by me.

alright, i’m done with it. Here’s an Screen shot of my stress test to test out the new “system”

(click image to enlarge)

 

Yeah i’m pretty pleased with the results. boot time is 1min30seconds. From the moment i press the start button till the whole desktop loads up. :D

I’m probably going to do this to my real windows 7 when i get it too. The speed is just to tempting to just ignore.

oh well. i probably should start studying.

you know.

sometimes i get pretty irritated that i have to turn on my com just to use the internet, to use surf the net, watch some youtube, msn, and blog. Or whatever that’s on the web. I seriously seriously, need a phone with a fucking wifi. Seriously. But the phones that i want kinda costs pretty much alone

I need the plan

Thing is, my plan probably ends next year. (i’m not sure when)
And i kinda regret getting my C902.

Well, at that point of time (i forgot when)
I didn’t have much use for wifi on my phone. Or, that the internet services on phones ain’t that developed yet. But as things get more and more developed. I feel kinda analed that a geek like me don’t have access to internet on my phone! WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS.

so yeah, pretty much just ranting out my discontent. I mean, everyday i see my bro stream/watch youtube videos on one side of his bed without turning on his com. And somehow i just feel pretty idiotic turning on the com just to like, waste some time. (and end up wasting alot more than just ABIT of time)

Yea. i want my android 2.0 phone):

anyway, as usual, video to end the post

okay, i found out what’s wrong with the maximizing problem already. I don’t know if you guys are annoyed that you can’t maximize the videos on my blog, sorry about that, i just found out the reason.

It’s because i’m using windows live writer. Then the way they structure the videos will cause it to not be able to maximize. Unless i copy the code directly onto the source. So yep, sorry for all the trouble up till now (or basically i’m just annoyed that i cannot maximize my own videos on my blog)

so yeah, from now on you’ll be able to maximize the videos. well, i just want to post this video again. But this time you can maximize it, i don’t know for what since the words are pretty clear, but i just want to do it.

isn't it awesome. Anyway, for whatever reasons that i shouldn’t be having, i am doing my next blogskin. It’s going to stay simple. ( this time with no images to load )

look forward to it. I prefer that to this. More pleasing and relaxing to the eye. All white is kinda stressful looking for long hours.