okay.
reading back, i realised that my previous blog was much much more interesting and i think that that's because that i have alot more things to kaobei about.
for eg, DB, CML.
and looking back. hey, i've managed to change didn't i?

when was the last time i posted in the school computer lab. hmmm

oh wells. I'm friggin bored with stupid amaths lesson. Much which i didn't understand and don't really have any interest in understanding. I think i'm going to do a revision of my blogskin lol.
Yawns.
okay i think it's time to do the stupid amaths. i think it's time i really chiong. oh wells. can't type much more.

but then again.
say wan give up still hard
there are stuffs that are hard to change
and i can't change it in one day.
but whatever~~
we'll see, we'll see.

anyways.
today ah.
sian like shit ah!
tmr ah.
worse than hell. -.-

Tamade. I hate thursdays can. Friday nid go simei care center. This is so friggin troublesome. But whatever! Saturday got 2.4KM. Ah. When did my life became so busy. Before i know it, things started piling down on me. Hey this is not funny.

SCREW IT!

TSK.
downloading DMC4.
let's hope that the controller settings can be configured this time. I hate thinking on the flipside. lol. Alright, life was pretty boring. I got alot of interesting things to say but i suddenly forgot all of them see i tmr can rmb anot...

Tmr's emaths common test.
did you guys study for ittt???
YAWNS
YAWNS
YAWNS
YAWNS
YAWNS
I DON'T WANNA STUDY.
but i have no choice
fuck lah tmr 2remedials + CCA. Boring day. Boring like hell.
TSK TSK TSK.
okay i'm feeling restless again. Dun use com liao. GO STUDDYYYYY.

okay. i give up i give up
time out!
finally made my decision. It's hard. But i guess what's done is done. No point thinking about the past now. I'm just going to concentrate on what's gonna come ahead.
damn, this is a really bad day.
ended badly as well.
but whatever. i'm not sad, i'm not emo. Whatever that has happened, kinda pissed me off pretty badly. Dude, even an I.S profile guy like me can get pissed off okay. i just don't want to show it. I regret alittle on my choice. But whatever. Heck. I ain't going to try so hard if i'm not going to get appreciated at all.

am i irritated?
am i irritated?
how could i say no.

okay fine, maybe even if all of this is my fault, that doesn't give u the right to attitude me till liddat right?
it's like
if i made a mistake in class,
does that entitle the teacher power to slap me ten times over?
no? fuck you no.

whatever lah! i'm not going to think about it. at least not now.

it's been sometime since i've gotten pissed off till liddat. And i'm seriously in no mood to do anything in school nowadays. Maybe i should get myself suspended, spend a few weeks sleeping at home before going back to school. (nah, just a thought)

okay.
*brainwashes myself*

*takes a deep breath*
then
*takes a huge sigh*

i'm using Linux again.like currently. Finally managed to triple boot my computer.
1. XP Pro
2. Vista Ultimate
3. Ubuntu 8.04 (Hardy Heron)

blahblahblah. Only assigned 15GB to my Linux. Ain't going to use it often anyways. Just for the fun of the visual effects.
Damn it's a tiring day at school.
hw piling up. Too tired to think. too tired to do. I guess i'm going to rest now. Cool my head or something. Sigh. I should just forget all about it.

okay. what am i doing at this time not aslp?!
i'm like. still doing some stupid com stuffs
dling Linux again, obviously trying to create a triple-boot setup which i sorta fail the other time. Waiting for Ubuntu 8.10 which will be coming on sept.

blah blah blah
went for training today

The people i play with
YanJing: L 3:0
LiangKai: L 3:1
YuWen L 3:2
Some sec2 guy L 3:2
WeiJian L 3:2

the sec 2 guy i think should be able to win if i not so tired.
fuck yuwen
i lose damn pekchek. he make me waste ALOT of energy. play with him can die sia. tamade. tiring like shit. lose 5 matches today ley!
AND KNN WEIJIAN
I DAMN TIRED THEN HE SUDD ASK ME PLAY.
THEN IF I DUN AGREE = WALK OVER
FUCK YOU YOU HEAR ME?
FUCK YOU. -.-
actually can win lah. but i slack all the way.
then blah blah blah, last one count wrong then lose. omg, if i never get into team i sian liao. Can pon CCA again.
Eh today damn fun. Guailan coach like no tmr. I miss one ball i shriek like some girl. Then quite loud, he quite close to me, then keep doing keep doing then keep looking at his face for his reaction. Then i think he quite surprised that i can actually put up a fight to others.
he MUST have thought in his mind something like
"a small fry like him will just get kicked out soon"
DUDE YOU'RE WRONG.

I may be a small fry. But i'm gonna kick your ass. _|_ see that?

What can i say.
i really am quite pekchek these days. Ahh... screw this screw that.
i give up. i'm not going to try anymore.
okay. so after the ridiculous training. I scheduled a match with "supposedly the best in sec2" guy on thurs. Okay. gonna tio owned by him liao. Sian diaooooo. (i'm going to chiong at him with all my str. If i can win him, maybe i get the chance to kind of like spit on my coach's smirk or smth)

so after the whole thing
played soccer with liankai shanyi mingchiang
against some JC people. Ah. tired like shit. Played like shit. Everyone slacking around. lol. But oh wells. sort of a "cool down exercise"?

n taken from chow's blog

1. "The difference between school and life? In school you're taught a lesson and then given a test. In life you're given the test that teaches you a lesson."- Tom Bodett

True ain't it? haha.

okay okay.
i was feeling damn wtfed.
but i guess i'm okay now.
nothing should happen for the time being. :D

A pretty peaceful sat. People came my house.
supposedly to study then waste time
but i guess we wasted more time as usual. =.=

okay so blah blah blah
nothing much interesting happened i guess.
didn't get to watch
L Change the World.
but nevermind. Another time i guess?

Okay. it's boring so far. So what can i do to spice this lifeless crap up?
i don't know... hmm...
OKAY. TODAY WILL BE BORING
I DAMN LAZY TYPE OUT ANYTHING. TMR LAH.

yah yah yah
many people have been telling me that my blog is getting boring again these days

come on.
As the author of the blog.
I KNOW THAT. DAMMIT.
It's just that, things nowadays.
i'm feeling so friggin tired due to the things happening around me.
so please be understading.
so.... As an apology to regular readers.
i shall put in more effort into this post to make it interesting.
now...
HOW CAN A POST BE INTERESTING WITHOUT PHOTOS?

Ahnah ahnah. Just some shots~~

okay. before anything
today's finals in basketball match
what the fuck
seriously WHAT THE FUCK?



final score.
Dunman Sec - 43 : Anglican High - 107


What the fuck?
total thrashing can.
first 2mins 0:8
then awhile later
22 : 40+
then blah blah.
until the ending when i go watch..
It's like
39:99
what the fuck.
then everyone is like cheering.
100
100
100
100
100 !!!

ohdamn.
i mean. work so hard for what. Even if left 5mins. They also cannot score 60points what. -.-
tamade. This is a total thrashing, kinda enjoyable yet a bit tasteless. haha.

okay.
during a teacher's birthday..
You started became selfish, and wanted the rest of the remaining cake to yourself. What would be the reaction from your friends? What will happen to you?
This is the perfect answer the the questions

Benedict Yeo : Chocolate Face

Yep.
5Hands : Me, Deon, Joseph, Victor, Qin Hui

I mean come on! You can't escape fatality when there are 5guys trying to do you in. Just accept your fate. Greed is bad.


ms ng. *cut cut cut*

oh yea! Rmb the other time i mentioned about me going to take a look at the SOKA religion? ya yah, here's a few photos on it...



Mass dance practice.

I swear. There are quite abit of chio bu there?
I mean. All of them is like same age group. All secondary schools. how great is that to be in such a religion. But then again. It's kinda lame, and it kinda killed my interest.

School is fuck boring.
And i can't sleep properly inbtween recess theres days. thanks to some... Bees. Zzz zzz. Actually. I don't mind like, not sleeping you know. But hor. Sometimes, i really wonder what i've done wrong in my previous life that i'm not even allowed to sleep. But that doesn't really matter. I mean, i don't like it, i'm not particularly pissed over it or something (well, occasionally. someday i'm gonna screw you guys up -.-)

okay. I'm darn tired now.
This should be quite interesting in comparision with the recent posts. haha.
i try to be more entertaining huh? xD

it felt like i'm always making mistakes.

eh.
fuck you *!
bite me pain one ley.
stop biting me -.-
i'm not your frigging food.
zzzz don't make me pin u to the toilet bowl -.-
(or give u a nice haircut)

blah blah blah blah blah

no mood liao lah
so much hw to do
damn tired.
i wanna die liao.
just a pic.
5megapixel makes a diff afterall.

do i love my dad or do i love him
he agreed to change my plan from Singtel to starhub
And i love starhub as well
unlimited sms for students
how great can life get.

terminated my singtel plan early. damn it's gonna be ex.
but whatever
i'm friggin happy but i can't really show it
feeling damn sick
but hey. This really cheered me up
got a new phone

Sony Ericsson C902 Cyber-shot™


eh... yah.
5megapixel.
enough le lah hor?
got the red one cuz the black one no stock liao
oh whatever.
RED IS SEXAYE.
shalln't talk too much about it. For more details..
http://www.sonyericsson.com/cws/products/mobilephones/overview/c902

yea.
LOVE IT. :D

but still sick.
fuck lah. tmr dunno wan go sch anot
blah blah blah
i'm in a good mood. Shall go slack~ lalala

okay. it's pretty quick i guess.
it's already post 199

and i still can't sync my phone in Vista. WTF is wrong.
okay forget it. Nxt time
when i'm in XP then i post the photos.
today...
...
....
.....
slp slp

blah blah blah
*censored*

in anycase.
i'm sick
down with flu n fever.
or is it fever n sore throat.
aiya whatever. i know i sick can liao. fuck.
i go slp.
knn.

ah.
my lovely friday
i'm always looking forward to friday.
What's go great about friday?
now let me ask you
WHAT'S NOT GREAT ABOUT FRIDAYS.

It's e last schday of the week. I don't have CCA on today. I'm free to do whatever i want. How can it be not great? I can finally go home and sleep. I can finally not think about what to pass up the next day. Ah, i'm always looking forward to it. And this week passed by kinda fast. It's over before i know it. I guess i'm too sucked into my own life. Blah

Occupied by interesting yet meaningless things.
Not exactly meaningless. But rather, i don't know why i'm doing it. But i just am. =.=ll

okay i think i tio flu liao
sneeze like no tmr.
sore thraot.
fuck. i'm going to sleep.
anyone who wakes me up early tmr or in the middle of my slp is gonna die -.-

okay.
it's the same layout
changed some of the layouts and stuffs.
everything looked fine n proper. But i'm not using proper HTML codings. That's abit sad. zz. but nvm. It's okay anyways.

It's plain it's normal. I know.
it's still under construction you see.
i nowadays really too lazy/occupied to be thinking about my blog. And yes. I will move some stuffs over. So just relax. I have a life dude. I can't be constantly updating this.
(even though i am.)

So anyways.
What is there about today for me to talk about?
I had a peaceful day. Very peaceful indeed. A little boring. But that doesn't bother me. :D
Ah. Dental.
What can i do without you.
I'm taking a frequent visit to the school's dentist damn oftenly.
Today ah.
wa lau
today damn wtf.
and i realised that. I got alot of cavities. like wtf.
Cause dentist say i drink too much acidic stuffs n blah blah blah, soften my teeth and all that. Morning do 1.
The 1 okay okay lah.
the 5 hor. Is front teeth, need some dentist from dunno where bring some special blahblah medicine. okay. i forget to post. and blah blah lazy type. tmr then type.
(trust me, drilling n drilling n drilling hurts. )

oh man.
this is taking alot of my energy.
aloott.
it's damn tiring to keep thinking calmly.
Damn tiring to not let my emotions get the better of me.
Damn tiring to keep controlling everything
Damn tiring to keep things from people.

but then again.
"i'm used to it"

okay. many stuffs happened that i can't write out here.
people asked me.
"why not make a private blog and just write down all your frustrations?"
That's a good idea.
but you see.
when you write things down like this, it's called repetition
"repetition is one's best teacher. "

I don't want to write down my mistakes and reflect on them.
I just want to know what i've done wrong.
Correct it.
And forget about it.

okay. Today wasn't exactly an exciting day. But it wasn't too boring either. I damn tired today. I SWEAR. I'M LIKE LITERALLY STAYING BACK AFTER SCHOOL EVERYDAY TO CHIONG MY HW. WA DAMN IRRITATING.

okay. i can't slp properly in school.
everyday during second recess.
i going to sleep liao. Dun care. Damn tired. GUYS, DUN KACHIAO ME. YOU TOUCH ME YOU DIE. DON'T WAKE ME UP WHEN I SLPING. UNLESS GOT IMPT STUFFS. -.-

today.
a very normal day with CCA
okay. maybe not so normal.
maybe i made a mistake.
maybe it's not a mistake.

I don't know.
i shouldn't have done that.
but then again. i've already warned many times.
4 ~ 6 times?
come on, i'm a patient person.
(but there's always someone who can test it)

i mean, i feel bad for doing it. but, haiya i don't know. dun wanna mention
AND FOR PEOPLE WHO DON'T KNOW
IT'S NOTHING HORNY.
(i just blurted out some stuffs i shldn't have)

but oh wells. today wasn't.... TOTALLY WASN'T GREAT. Got whacked by alot of people during recess. I mean like wtf. I lead an interesting and irritating life in school. All the happenings kept me awake. both in a good and bad way. but whatever. At least it keeps me interested in what's gonna happen tmr. (i can never tell)

and fuck!

My phone somehow cocked up then i cannot transfer stuffs from my com to phone / phone to com. But after booting into XP and changing some settings, now i can connect. (only in XP) i wonder if it'll work in Vista...

okay forget about all the computer stuffs

SCREW. MY. COACH
seriously i hate him
DAMN FUCKING KAOBEI.

We go right. He say "wait i look"
the after that "no free tables for you all to play, go inside the room sit"
we're like "okay..."
then we sit there for 2hrs.
okay not really 2hrs cause i secretly play with other people.
then aft all that. assemble.
you know what he said?
"DID YOU GUYS HAVE A FUN TIME TODAY?!"

WA FUCKING KAOBEI. I WAN THROW THE BALLS AT HIM CAN. TAMADE. =.=!!
_|_
but oh wells. i swear i'm going to chiong into the team and shove my fucking bat up his ass. TSK!

okay.
i'm really bored.
and i suddenly saw that my CPU speed dropped from 2.5GHz to 2.0Ghz at the POST BIOS startup.
which kinda shocked me.
maybe that's the reason why my computer has been kinda unstable these days
hence, instead of restoring to the stock speed, i decided to overclock my CPU since my CPU is overclockable and my motherboard is reaaalllyyyy suited for O.C i decided to try out.

After blah blah
my CPU is now 3.0GHz.
7.5 X 400MHz
and i also overclocked my graphics card.
now it's like...
576MHz Core/1267MHz Shader/756MHz Memory

well.
obviously i won't be see any significant speed boost as it's already as fast as it can gets from the daily applications that i'm using.
but theorotically it's supposed to be faster larh. The only thing i wan to know is that it's stable. As long as the current config is stable i'm happy.
according to web n stuffs. My CPU can O.C to 3.23GHz max due to motherboard capabilites. but whatever. It's fast enough haha.

now...
i'm watching animes...

Rosario Vampire


well...
you can see that's it's kind of a horny/harem kinda anime.
And... it is.
more or less it doesn't really have such an appealing storyline. I'm more interested in the character design i guess. Well, just some random relaxing anime which probably only appeal to guys. No shuaiges in it. Only chio bu, but the character detail alittle low so... oh wells. Just watch for fun lorh!


Nabari no Ou


i have to say. This anime is really interesting. Like, after the first episode. I really feel like continue watching it. It has a pretty interesting plot. Well, it's kind of turn off at first when you see shinobis jumping around at the starting (whenever i see kunais and shinobi, it reminds me of naruto. ew, it's not that i dun like naruto, but their story drags far too long). So in anycase, it's about this guy who has absolutely no motivation and wants to lead a carefree life, he holds the power to change the whole world. And well, stuffs like that. To know more go watch yourself lorh. haha.



You know. these days i've been questioning myself. What am i doing. What have i been doing? Suddenly it feels like i'm really really doing nothing at all. which, feels good. Yet that deep unsatisfied feeling lurks in my heart. I guess i'm the type of person who just can't stand not doing anything that "i deem as meaningful" after all.

I need to study.
I need to study.
I need to study.
I need to study.
I need to study.

Repeating that doesn't really motivates me -.-
and recently. It feels like
my fame has shot up
and my reputation has tumbled. hmmm
just a feeling. Wonder if that's true. or maybe i'm being oversensitive again -.-

and haiya! i finally thought of a simple simple layout. BUT I'M LAZY. TSK LET'S JUST TRY.

i don't know i don't know i don't know
just feels so confused these days.
not like i'm sad or emo or anything
it just feels like there's something squirming in my stomach and i can't get rid of it.
this bad ominous feeling raging inside me.
what's wrong?
i don't know. I just feel that something terribly wrong will happen.

and haiya!
i don't care anymore.
no mood to post out my daily life.
got time and all that then i post properly.
or rather, got mood.
i'm just in such a "wtfed" mood.

before i say anything.
fuck
i didn't go out with xiying yesterday
that's all i wanna say

so anyways
life's getting busier.
remedial till 5.
interclass soccer till ard 6.
went to take attendance for cca at 5.30
at 6, went play TT wif liangkai for awhile
till ard 6.20~6.30
tio thrashed.
(but got hope)

blahblahblah
i just don't have the mood to post

why haven't i been posting much these days?
it's a long story
but whatever.

people who know me better will know.
but blah blah blah

i too lazy n tired to post now.
another time. -.-

youth day and i'm at home
what am i doing?
nothing much supposed to be studying.

okay i'm really bored so i shall look at the keyboard and type and look up everyone in a long time to see what knd of mistakes that i've made. Anyways i've just finished downloading
Supreme Commander.
Some really ridiculously CPU intensive game that has some really ridiculous amount of interface. some ridiculous amount of macro cum micro skills all bunch up together.

it's definately not the game for a casual gamer. =.=ll
as in, well, anyone can play it. But to play it well. I think i'm going to take some time off to study the game lol. But it's pretty cool i must admit. Almost infinite possible strategies. Truly a damn enjoyable game if played well.

and oh, i found the expasion as well
Supreme Commander -Forged Alliance-
blah blah blah shalln't dwell into the details.
may post later.
(recently, i seem to forget to post)

long story cut short.
yesterday
was pretty
ridiculous

like.
why so lucky yesterday ah
everyone right
those people who only contact me like, probably once per week or once per month through phone or msn one.
all pick that fateful day to come talk
usually no one come talk one.
then suddenly so many =.=ll
damn retarded.
was talking to xy for like. daaaaaammnnnnn loooong
the details? the details.
i'm glad, kinda not glad tat cowyen not there.
simple reasoning.
she's alittle too catchy to the public.
but without her it's alittle weird.
and congrats.
we met prison break like in the library like wtf?
then we're like ZAO ZAO ZAO.

luckily, that loser don't know me. only know xy. but even so still will die lah hor. and why the fuck am i waking up so early today?
i'm like, going to check out what SOKA Association is like.
what's SOKA?
basically i don't really know, i don't even know if it's spelt like that. All i know that it's a religion. like wtf who knows about that. but that ain't my point. my point is. two of my friends joined in. and i'm like frigging interested to see what kind of a group this is, hence i went to go look look today. maybe tmr as well but see first lah. damn tired now. damn tired ytd i think cuz of PE. i talkin to xy nearly fall aslp. =.= okay wait i think i actually did, once or twice.

so moving on.
my head's still kinda cocked up now. ain't gonna say anything more.
oh wait.
i got caught by my CCA teacher and now i have to go back for cca. FUCK.
long story cut short. i have to return. zzz
why can't i just tell him to fuck off.

okay i no mood type anything
found this somewhere

for some fucking reason
i'm not feeling really well these days
like seriously.
maybe it's just the weather.
maybe it's the train of events happening.

but whatever.
I'VE MADE MY DECISION.

i will not doubt myself.
i will move forward and not look back.
i will believe in others.
i will not regret.

ONWARD SINGAPURA.

okay so moving on.
after making up my mind.
i feel a hell lot better.
i think it's always better to make a choice,
stick to it.
and keep fighting through the odds.
at least it beats being stuck with two choices n slowing killing yourself.

so anyways.
i'm uh.
i also don't know what to say
damn tired.
CHIONG MY HW TODAY LEY.
guai anot!
okay blah no mood le