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Why.
Why
Why.
Why the fuck are those web designers have such frigging good sense of style.

Can't stand it.
I review back on my ideas.
Then i take out some of the professional websites and compare. Oh. What a difference. What the fuck.

blah. In anycase.
Updated my design sense.
Will reference a few.
Try to create something original.
I hope it'll look like something clean and classic.
oh wells.

Designing should not be that big of a problem.
Probably the coding. =/

Ah. i don't feel like posting. yawns.

orh.
SHOULD BE
tio 3demerit from chi
either 3 or 2 or 1
don't know. didn't really look
Reflections?
-Invalid-

den, the teacher say, write too short. go write at least one sentence.
And here's what i wrote

"I do not see the need for me to be punished for something that i did not intend to do."

Well, she took the paper, stared at it for awhile. Before putting down on the table. Here's why. SHE DOES NOT UNDERSTAND ENGLISH. I bet she doesn't. If not she would have made a ruckus out of it.

Oh whatever
followed by mr neo
who gave everyone 1 demerit for not handing up their hw.
Which obviously i tio also larh.

So not bad. 4 in one day.
One more and GG.
Let's hope i get suspended rather than caned.

So anyways. It's another bochap day.
Failed aMaths again. But didn't sleep in class. Pretty much an accomplishment.
Show & Share
Supposed to do the video but i can't import the fking DV into my computer because i don't have the fking firewire port.

So. fk it.
The library doesn't open on weekends. Which means.
I either have to quickly find someone with a firewire port. Go and import... Or. I only have monday. Chiong to library, waste my time importing, den finish the whole editing within that day. Since tuesday is the actual thing which is kinda crazy that i'm soooooooooooo trying not to get into that kind of shitty situation.

Damn.
I hate my life.
Seriously.

One moment i'm free from everything. Totally nothing to do.
And the other, workloads start crashing down on my head.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
SAITE.

Blah. whatever.
ftw

walau
bad mood larh
guai lan the teacher.
Going to tio demerit for sure

oh wells.
who cares.

eh.
i don't know i feeling emo now or what
but i feel that same sick feeling of hollowness. If i'm not wrong, everyone should have times like this. The time when you feel like it's so empty inside you. Feeling that there's nothing to do, nothing to think of, nothing you want, nor nothing you want to do.

I currently just feel like lying on my bed and pass my time like this.
However, another part of my consciousness tells me that i have undone stuffs, and i should get down to it. But the stronger side of me tells me this
"no don't kaihong. Who gives a damn."

And yes.
I'm having my headache again.
I think i have insomnia the day before yesterday.
Couldn't sleep at all.
Last night, was able to sleep.
But it felt like i didn't sleep at all.

I don't even know whether i got sleep anot. fuck it. In school whole day got that headache. Shouldn't have came after all. anyways, i went to sick bay from 8.30 to 9.30am. Skipped chinese and english. (can't help it right)

Really don't wanna go sch tmr. I'm still having headache now.

I don't know why. I seem to get irritated DAMN easily. As in really frigging easily nowadays.
I've like. review on myself.
And found this reason
I jump into conclusions even before the things happen.
For example.
Let's take this simple example.
Mum: "you eat already anot?"
yep, that is sufficient to make me irritated.
Cause the moment she says that.
Within a second. This is what comes up in my head

First situation
Me: Ya
Mum: What you eat
Me: chicken rice
Mum: AGAIN? why whole day eat chicken rice
Me: why cannot
Mum: *rumbles onto the details*

Second situation
Me: No
Mum: WHY HAVEN'T EAT YET?
Me: not hungry
Mum: still must eat! later timing wrong how!
Me: not hungry eat what
Mum: not good for your stomach, later gastric don't come find me hor!
Me: aiya what ever
Mum: *rumbles onto the details*

Third situation
Me: *no reply*
Mum: *repeats question*
Me: *no reply*
Mum: why you don't want talk to me?! you hate me izzit!
Me: *no reply*
Mum: eh, at least talk larh. no respect for your mum
Me: *no reply*
Mum: *rumbles onto the details.


Can you understand why i get irritated? It's just that little question that makes me irritated. And really really easily. That is just one example.

Here's another example
Mum or Dad: "go eat your dinner"
okay, that is enough to make me irritated. here's why.
take for example. Mum comes in first

Mum: go eat your dinner
Me: ah.
Mum: FASTER HOR
Me: ah
*mum walks out.*
*5mins or shorter*
*Dads comes in*
Dad: go eat your dinner liao
Me: AH.
Dad: faster larh, later your mum nag again
Me: AHHH.
Dad: *shows buay song face, walks out*
*alittle while more*
Mum: WHY YOU STILL HAVEN'T EAT YET?
*bro comes in*
Bro: eh, go eat larh go eat larh


You'll probably tell me. Just go eat larh! Why so difficult. The reason is because i'm doing something or don't exactly want to eat at that moment. why do i have to immediately go eat?

It's kind of like.
I tell you go eat.
YOU EAT.
DON'T COMPLAIN

That kind of thing? Fuck larh. Those are just two exmaples. In school... In school it ain't that bad. Cause everyone don't always say the same thing over and over again. There are always variations. I don't mind listen to the end if it's like that.
It's like a person comes to your ear
"go do your stuff now"
"go do your stuff now"
"go do your stuff now"
"go do your stuff now"
"go do your stuff now"
"go do your stuff now"
"go do your stuff now"
"go do your stuff now"
"go do your stuff now"
"go do your stuff now"
"go do your stuff now"
"go do your stuff now"
"go do your stuff now"
"go do your stuff now"

Eh. fucking asshole.
If i go your ear and repeat
"shut up"
"shut up"
"shut up"
"shut up"
"shut up"
"shut up"
"shut up"
"shut up"
"shut up"
"shut up"
"shut up"
"shut up"
"shut up"
"shut up"
"shut up"

I see you will get irritated anot. =.=
aiya whatever larh. My mental health is unstable.

okay...
Change my way of indexing my posts liao.

Anyways, to those who still com regularly, THANKS LARH.
But sorry ah. These few days abit busy and ain't really been able to post. Actually is able to post larh, but i wanted to change the skin before posting. But den again i find my self too lazy to export out all the pictures so... We'll wait till next time i guess?

Anyways.
These few days. Have been desperately trying to repair eliz's com.

Or rather, i kind of rebuilt another one for her.

This is her computer specs.

Motherboard - ASUS P5GC-MX/1333
HDD - Seagate 250GB SATA/II
RAM - Kingston 2GB 677MHz
CPU - Intel Core2Duo E4500
Graphics - Integrated Intel Graphics
Total: ~$450

So well...
Compared to mine...
It's obviously better. For the time being. Ha. But damn fuck.
Went simlim 2times ytd.
Once today.
I mean, i really damn pekchek
Fix up everything,
CORRECT LIAO.
But den. I realised that her CD-ROM too old, so we changed to a SATA CD-ROM.
That took another trip.
And den.
I realised that they never provide the SATA cable with the CD-ROM. Hence, today, we went to kembangan. Bought the wires. $8.
Went back. Realised that can't detect.
Can only detect through bios.
And as i've suspected. It wasn't formatted. Brought it to simlim again for the guy to format. Using my HDD that is.
And at the end of the day. Even though i didn't get many things done. I learnt a few things.

When repairing computers, or building one.
NEVER LISTEN TO WHAT THE OTHER PERSON TELLS YOU ABOUT WHAT HE OR SHE HAS. JUST BRING WHAT EVER THAT YOU THINK YOU NEED.
SATA can be automatically detected by XP.
I learn how to reformat through another method.
I've learnt that you DEFINATELY need another OS to format your sys.

in other words, if i didn't bring my HDD over today. i won't be able to get anything done. Since eliz's previous IDE HDD is corrupted...

Okay forget it.
I think most people wont' really understand what i've said until now
So i sum it up in one sentence.

THIS MAKES ME SO FUCKING PEKCHEK.

yea, i guess that makes more sense.
And i wasted my weekends like this. Well, i did get paid for my efforts though. Though i feel quite bad about it. (lazy elaborate). The money is what drives me on to explain the same thing over and over again to them. Them which means, Eliz, her mum, her dad, and her eldest sister.
Oh oh, ming came over eliz hse today. Well, they were supposed to watch movies which i do my stuffs. But they ended up playing DS instead. Which is kind of uh.

Ay. Ming's eye seems like still got SLIGHTLY swollen liddat. Well, let's hope it'll like, "simmer down" or something lol. Ah.

I still like eliz's dad.
He's round.
He's quite cool.
And damn. His jokes are damn lame.
But at least her parents are those kind whom are not that "traditional"
Well, i won't say that my parents are really traditional or something. But my mum's really traditional in her way of thinking and teaching their child. Which kinda really puts me off really badly.

And fuck. I realised that my hair's pretty thick now. About time to cut i guess.
I spent my weekends. Not doing my homework. I don't feel like going to sch at all now. How i wish i can just elope with my computer.
(okay, maybe with another girl or two)

so well.
After everything.
I'm back to square one.
I'm tired.

OH damn. I realised that. As girls grow older. They really become more woman like.
When i say WOMAN LIKE.
I mean.
Their figure
Their looks
Their charm
and MOST IMPORTANTLY.
THEIR NAGGINESS.

Or in other words.
"how kan jiong they get over little things"

Maybe girl's sensory system is overdeveloped or something. Well. Most are still within that "girl range" But eliz arh. I THINK ELIZ IS BECOMING A WOMAN.
Well.
She is turning into one.
In terms of kan jiong-ness.
(definitely not her figure)
OH MOVING ON.
Why do you have to ask
"NOW HOW???"
every like so-oftenly
Damned. She made me realised again for the umpteenth time that i hate explaining everything that i do. That with the exception of things that i WANT people to know. So well, when i don't explain something, it either means that i really can't be bothered to, or you simply wont' understand what i will say.

I mean, what's the point of explaining.
When the person is like
"huh, what talking you?"
Or give me that.
"wtf? "

It's just like when my mum asks me what am i doing on the computer.
My reply would be
"NOT PLAYING CAN LIAO"
She'll ask again
"what larh!"
"tell you also don't know"
"you don't tell me how i know?"
"okay lorh. *explains* "
AND HER FUCKING REPLY WILL BE
"is that going to help you in the future?"
or
"will improve your studies anot?"

Now, how am i going to answer that.
I can't say no,
neither can i exactly say yes.

It's kinda of like i ask you
"you study chemistry now got any use in the future anot?"
You can't give it a definite yes or no.
MUST WAIT UNTIL FUTURE THEN KNOW RIGHT.

Oh wells.
oh yes.
Suanning.
People always think that i suan them like fuck while they didn't suan me at all.
Here's a few reason why.
Firstly, you did suan me, just that i countered back with a greater "force" and make you more pekchek than you're supposed to make me feel
and den.
I think this is the more reasonable answer.
Even if you did sucessfully suan me.
I never really do show it on my face.
I don't always go
"WALAU EH, FINE LORH!"
*gives that spastic smile*
or
*whacks*
i also don't give that
苦笑

Oh wells. But there ARE certain cases which i intentionally suan larh. so well. That explaination just covers up some of the reasons why you feel so pekchek instead i guess. haha
That's all.
(obviously again. i didn't do my hw at all)

time flies
it really do
before i know it
it's already the 99th post.

And i haven't change my layout for such a long time. I want to. I really want to. But just no mood/time to design one. Maybe i should just go cope some layout from some place lol.

Dammit
I'm still using the laptop for now...
Reformatting my stupid desktop.
Fuck.
I shall keep the desktop after it's reformatted that way until i get a new one and although i really wan but there's always something hindering me. OH wells, i just have to kick the stupid obstacles out of the way.

And dammit. I really need more storage. My com always like not enough space. Abit irritating. =.=

Currently backing up everything.
Let's hope i can save enough to get 2X 500GB 7200.11 HDDs. If can right. It's like. AH. Finally something that i can store all the crap into. My XHDD is already reaching it's limits. But it's all containing backup stuffs which i can't delete. And all my DVD discs are used to clear the XHDD's space. Only left with normal CDs and it'll be really stupid to use that as a backup.
Dammit. Dammit Dammit.
Ever since my CA1 results came back. The test coming back to me seems to be more optimistic. Like for example.
CA1 i'm like all borderline or fail.
Now i think got at least 60+
For the chem test that i though i probably won't do well since i heard that quite alot of people fail. Well, wasn't a really significant result but at least it's better than failing.
21/35
Not THAT bad. Probably a B4 or smth. oh wells.
I need my score.
I need the marks.
All for the sake of studying computer.

Maths.
Strive hard for it.
You'll need it kaihong.
You'll need it...

Damned.
Feeling damn tired now.
Maybe i'll go study aMaths at 8 or something.
Eh, suwern. i'm trying to treat you well. More normally. Like, lesser suaning and all that. BUT HOR. EH. (you get what i mean).
So well. It's half fun, half irritating.

And oh dammit. My XHDD left only about 8GB left. Fark. I fast solution.

Life in school is as usual. I have significantly reduced the amount of time that i slept in class.
And somehow. I think the "style" of my way of using computer is abit weird. I'm using the sch's laptop, typing with my own ps/2 keyboard using a ps/2 to USB converter. Den.
My HP playing songs that is connected to my brother's speaker set.
And den, my desktop is another two keyboards where by i currently using one and backing up stuffs from HDD to XHDD.
Ah. I really wan dual display =X

Oh wells. Whatever.
Talk about dreams. hah.

Anyways, heard a very interesting thing from hongkai.
Why CSJ don't dare to irritate the Basketballers that much
One time, she asked this guy who didn't shave his beard or whatever.
"eh, your beard very long ley, like pervert like that" (in chinese of course)
that guy went back n told his dad.
He's dad is half-drunk at that time so he called up CSJ and asked her
"why you say my son like pervert? I also have beard, ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY THAT I'M A PERVERT TOO?"
CSJ tried hard to defend herself... but...
"IF I'M A PERVERT, WHAT ABOUT JESUS?" (all convo in chinese)

AND WOOTS. HE JUST HIT THE NAIL RIGHT ON THE SPOT DUDE. LOL.
Nothing that she can defend then. I mean. WHAT CAN YOU SAY DUDE, LOL.

Ah. Here's a little info for guys if you read my blog.
SHI YONG DIDN'T RUN FROM SCHOOL IMMEDIATELY AFTER SCHOOL TODAY.
For some reason, he hid his bag somewhere... And after assembly, he immediately hid himself somewhere else and waited until everyone is gone before running home. Well, how i know? I saw him running down the stairs at like around. 4+
I have to compliment on how he manage to "devise a plan" to evade all the people. I mean, well... At least he bothered to =.=

Ah. What a long post.
"publish"

i don't know.
i really don't know.

I look back.
It feels like things have changed. But somehow it didn't really change.
but in the end. It still did.

Damn.
I'm feeling so hollow inside.

things to share about:
Actually, when i think about it. Philosophy is summarising life into words.

When people go to pee, they call it the toilet, when they go to bathe, they call it the bathroom, when they are out with more important people, they call it the restroom.

And nowadays people who haven't seen me or talked to me for quite sometime wonder why do i always use the F word so oftenly nowadays. Here's the reason why. In my school. Well, or rather, in my circle of friends. Fuck aint' any big word like it used to be. Last time, we, or rather, ME, only use that word when i'm really pissed or something. However, over time, as we hear it more often. It doesn't carry that much of a significant of a meaning to me anymore. Well, and to my friends as well that is.

"Vulgarities are used when you run out of vocab to scold the other person"

So you see, even if i use it damn oftenly, i do not really mean what you think i mean.
To me.
Fuck is a replacement word for...
Screw
Damn it
Shit
Oh crap
!@(!@$(
and stuffs like that.
The reason why i say fuck is to emphasize on the word that i want to say. So... It's kind of like
"this teacher really fucks up my mind"
is equivilant to
"this teacher really screws up my mind"
but as you can see. "fuck" does have a higher sense of emphasize which is why i use it. So. Well, don't be too offended if you haven't seen me for a long time.
(the world can change, so can humans)

I guess that there are really a ton of things that i wanna do. It's just that i'm always preoccupied with other stuffs or i simply don't have the ability to do so, if not i just lack the guts to do so.
Fuck larh.
I'm fucking irritated by parents and teachers reminding us stuffs that we already know. Well, especially me.
No matter how bochap, sleepy or what. I DO know what i'm supposed to do. i DO know what is going on.

My parents keeps telling me to
"Eh, rmb bring your books."
"rmb bring water bottle"
"rmb eat your blahblah"
"rmb to sleep early"
"rmb to eat"
etc

Teachers:
"Rmb to pass up your hw"
"rmb got test hor"
"eh, you never do this ley"
"can you stop talking"
etc.

hey.
Think about this. What if
I. ME. MYSELF. KOHKAIHONG. TELLS BACK
Parents:
"eh, tmr rmb go for work hor"
"don't wear the wrong clothing tmr"
"eat during your lunch break"
"eh, must cook dinner today hor"
"rmb not to buy lunch for me"
"eh, got do the household chores anot"

Teachers:
"eh, rmb to this this chapter today"
"rmb to bring your identification card!"
"got bring the materials for lesson anot?"
"rmb to bring the laptop"
"rmb to revise with us"
"rmb that the exams are coming"
"rmb to take the markers"

FUCK.
YOU GET MY POINT RIGHT?
That is why i'm quite in a constant irritable mood nowadays. Stop fucking reminding me of obvious stuffs. I mean, time to time people forget. BUT WHY THE F HELL DO YOU HAVE TO TELL ME THE SAME THINGS OVER AND OVER AGAIN EVERYDAY.

I do think about it okay.
I DO.
Studies, exams and stuffs. I do think about it.
However.
The constant irritation.
The fact that each time i reach home, i just want to turn on the computer and search through for the latest and newest technology. I want to read about stuffs outside of my world. Whereas people are creating actual physical product out of my imagination, here i am studying in this lame situation.
Of course, you'll tell me things like.
"Your time will come"
But fuck. I just want to get down to it. Everything so far is self-learned.
So what if i don't pay attention in class.
So what if i didn't do my hw.
I don't know i really don't.
Sometimes it felt like everything mattered so dearly to me
Sometimes it felt like fuck that, i just don't care anymore.
aisuru koto mo shiranai
damn. Days are shorter nowadays.
I have a good mind to just quit school, get a good computer and seriously go onto a self-learning journey which will make-or-break my life.

today went out with
HongKai
Eliz
Ming
SuWern

Went to changi airport chiong holiday hw. Chiong chiong chiong!
and ah
shit
i forgot to post
tmr den type
go sleep liao

oh
fuckshit
i forgot to wish happy birthday to two people yesterday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO
CHOI CHI MIN
&
MICAH CHU

i seem to be reminded of people's birthday more oftenly nowadays. oh wells. Stuffs goes by quickly. and when i started reading people's blog again. Well, randomly... I kinda of fully realised that. Hey. We're really sec3s now. And soon after we're going to JC. Fuck, why is everything happening so quickly yet feels so slowly?

anyways, congratulate me. I successfully screwed cup my desktop system and now hmm. I'm facing an adversity as usual. Now it reboots suddenly without warning from time to time. Sometimes can connect to internet sometimes cannot I wonder what's wrong. Well, i can figure out what's wrong but i couldn't really find a "peaceful" solution to it.

Seems like i have to reformat my computer again.

Damn. I hate being screwed.
And to add on. I overslpt today and didn't feel like going to IJC not to mention how shengyong added on to the pain by smsing me "eh, too bad you never come today ley. Got chio bu come today"

Aw. fuckshit.

the short holidays are facing the end. I didn't really enjoy it. But neither do i hate it alot. I mean, well, i get to spend the whole holidays with computer and computer and more computer. I couldn't really hate that can i? But in another point of view. Wasn't really able to go out. Well. Where can you go when you're only free after 4pm? =.=
Damn, i'm always half-hearted. I hope i can be "full-hearted" this time round. =.=

oh yes.
before i forget.
I'm kinda interested in this girl i met at the animation course. Well, sort of a random encounter with her when we're both late for the thing and couldn't find which room we're supposed to go. Aw damn. She's pretty cute. But nevermind about that part. I kept thinking and finally found the reason why i'm interested in her.
I realised that
She actually looks like either one of the teachers i had before, or one of my cousin. No wonder there's some kind of sense of familiarity. And DAMNED. I wished i had bothered to ask for her number or something =.=

but oh wells. It's just all a way to pass time anyways. And the animation course ended with me not going for the last day. And damn. I held this for a long time but damn, i SIMPLY have to comment on this. You're disgusting. The way you try to get close to her is like. OH WTF. Not that you failed doing so. But the way is like. ooooh. I mean, damn, i feel damn sad for her. but o wells. It has nothing to do with me after all. It's just an eyesore.

Having gastrics now for no reason. It's like 8. I just had my dinner and i ate my lunch at 4.30pm. Fuck that. I think my health really is detioriating(forgot how to spell) afterall. Zzz.
Wanted to go out and do hw tmr. Let's see who'll go. (and where) =|
I WANT A FUCKING NEW COMPUTER DAMMIT?

omg.
i kinda wasted these 4 days in what?
Animation and web design. And oh. The webdesigning lesson today sibeh boring. ALL KNOW ALREADY LARH. So sian

tmr nid to go again
what.
Advance Web Design II

and what
Basic Photoshop
&
Advance Photoshop

I SWEAR THAT IT'S GONNA BE BORING LOL
ahh
frigging tired
go sleep

it's been sometime since i've blogged.
damn.
dun really have the energy to blog
all the crappy animations is making me tired.

anyways, learning flash. Which kinda sucked. And hey. we went to Aquarius. Somewhere in singapore. I think Bukit Timah - Clementi there
Saw something like what you call a working 3D designer and Game Programmer. And hey. Finally saw something that i pretty much wanted to see for sometime. And hmm. Damn, they pulled back my interest for animations and gaming design. Now i'm itching to create a game character or make a short animation. Dammit. But it takes damn long time.

Probably when i'm really free and bored. I'll go try.

It's been raining non-stop for the past few days. Pretty nice and cooling. But pretty irritating when you have to go somewhere else

alright
I THINK THAT I'M A GENIUS

suwern blah blah.
okay, alot of crap at the start
den into this crappy BGR topic
and i got this INGENIUS idea.
Den i ask
"EH, CAN I BE YOUR BF FOR ONE SECOND?"
den blah blah crap
"OKAY"
"YAY, WE'VE BROKE UP"

I told that idea to Eliz
AND HEY.
I'M GOING TO STEAD ELIZ FOR ONE DAY LOL
We're going to break at uh. 8pm sharp tmr.
AH
headache

i'm tired
i'm tired
i'm tired

i have the mood to post a moment ago
but suddenly i lost it
anyways.
Went to sch again, study grp wif pam, lk can't make it due to his whatever day.
After blah blah
got 85 eat.
after that go back home
den i call up lk
cuz he in sengkang for his whatever day
so went around with him
went to adriel's house
made him slack and play gunbound.
blah blah.

yea.
take that kaihong!
L1R5
you didn't disappoint me at all.
It's a perfect nice number.

33

Fark.
Now what.
Embrace yourself for a year of remedial or tuition my dear friend.

I think i went slightly overboard today. But who cares. As long as i'm able to justify my actions. I dun think i give a damn.
orh. Not in a that good mood.

for people who are thinking why the fark am i carrying the school's laptop around the school. So dua pai right!


And oh, i'm currently using that laptop to post this.
And why
why am i able to lend this?



Well, for some reason i joined this animation course.
and so far i only know got 4 people including me joined.
Me, ShengYong, Godwin and... Peck Deng if i never spell wrongly
and hey, i finally knew who the hell is that big thing.


so anyways. It's during the march holidays. Which in other words means that my holidays is pretty much screwed up by this. hais. This is stupid.
but oh wells, as long as it's fun, i don't mind it being stupid. And oh. oh my farking god. JOSEPHINEEEEEE. you frigging ass. She frigging smudge chocolate onto me. well, i retalliated by wiping it on her hair... Which kinda lead to her wiping it back on MY hair. Oh wells. My days are getting more retarded. not that it's really a bad thing. At least i helps me to stay awake more oftenly i guess.

hey hey hey
i think i'm cool
my L1R5 is.
MORE THAN 30 CURRENTLY.

oooooo Interesting isn't it. I wonder i'll be down for how many remedials. Seems like sec 3 is gonna be a pretty hectic life. Hais. dammit.

dammit dammit dammit
i suddenly no mood again
AHH MOODSWINGS. DAMMIT

Now.
My keyboards symbols still doesn't work.
fark.

So anyways
i wanted to post this but i keep forgetting to.
Here's my simple analogy of hitting boobs

Taken from P.S I love you
scene...
A girl commented "omg! why is that guy's butt so flat!"
passerby guy "hey, you're a lady, how could you say such a thing?"
Girl "if guys looks at my boobs instead of my eyes, and gropes my butt instead of my hand... Why can't i look at your butt in a cheap and sluttish manner?"
guy "*speechless*"

Now.
My analogy.
If girls can whack guys, hit their chest or where ever.
Kick their balls/dick.
Why.
WHY CAN'T I HIT YOUR FRIGGING BOOBS.

I mean. Hey! It's a fair exchange. I mean, there's no point hitting down there for girls since it doesn't hurts. Just like the girls, we must strike WHERE IT HURTS THE MOST.

And no. I'm not a pervo or some sex maniac who pledges to plague the girls or something. But come on, where else can we hit that hurts the same as when you hit our balls. =O

So in any case. I won't really want to hit anyone's ____ unless. Under certain/special circumstances.

In anycase.
Ponned school today.
What's the point of attending a stupid FOUNDER'S DAY CEREMONY UNTIL LIKE 4PM.
For no friggin reason when there's such a nice farking common test the very next day?! Of course, i pon. To study. Well, of course you think that i wouldn't since i think so too but i DID.

I went to Zoey's house and well, get her computer to a. Workaholic state and well, took her notes and made her my tutor. Well, tackled the thing that i don't really understand and all's well end's well. Talked quite abit at the end with my mum calling incessantly and went of at around 8+

ah, reaching home and waiting for my dinner currently. And yea. I got my Mouse's driver to work properly, on-the-fly sensitivity is pretty fun lol.

Ah. Today is the first time that i remembered that i failed to draw something out so terribly. I totally screwed up the whole thing which leaves me pretty much pissed off by the fact that i couldn't do it. Well, forget it. I'm going to photoshop it out instead. Have to bring the stupid sch laptop to sch tmr. Abit sian but oh wells.
IT'S ALL FOR YOUR OWN GOOD KAIHONG

i'm tired.
bye

for some reason, my keyboard is now pretty screwed.
The symbols are shifted from this key to that key. Well, don't really affect me much but it KINDA pisses me off with it.

slp in class most of the time today. Giddy. Can't take it. Things just wouldn't go inside my head. Listen also no use.

garh.
skip skip skip

after school.
Watch the basketball match. Omg, damn exciting. Everyone was like highing over there. damn, it's hard to describe it if you're not there oh wells. In any case.
I got my oh-so-familiar headache again. Which means. I no mood blog again. Maybe i shld find the time when i feel fine. As in, really fine LOL

ah.
post no. 88.

THANK YOU MY THREE LOVELY DAUGHTERS
FOR THE LOVELY BLACK SHIRT.

Aw, the belated gift came pretty much as a surprise to me and hey! It's really nice and decent. A black shirt. I don't know what kind of shirt you call that. But how should i put it. It's a black shirt with buttons. And aww. It'll look pretty good if i get the jeans i'm thinking in my mind.

In any case, in the birthday card, i came across a sentence like this
"your looks are deteriorating much faster than your health"
aww. It's pretty true but hey! What does a geek needs looks for. I'm behind this screen 24/7!

and yes, i've gotten myself a new table tennis bat.
S$78
hmm, and one black and one white spray paint cans.
oh man, time to try something i wanted to. =O

oh.
oh.
oh.
wtf.
i actually didn't post for like 3days. hmmm.
Nandeshoka?
(i wonder why)

Probably because... Each time i open up this page. I started filling it up, and in no time i became "oh zzz, i feel like sleeping" kinda thing.

ahhh.
time flies by quickly
couldn't really rmb what i do these days.

Let's see. I rmb going to eliz's house. Took her resident evil and watched Death Note 2 over there. Of course, completed with, a level 8 suwern over there. (and oh dammit. I think i have to change. this is getting slightly too =X )

all right....
forget it.
the pics are taking far too long to upload.

So anyways...
sat.
Went to study with pam and lk.
garh.
Didn't really progress much. Well, we just keep crapping around larh.
Den after that i went to lk's house but pam didn't, since she was feeling guai and wanted to go home which... is kind of. urh. "is it that hard to lie" LOL.

Blah, tried to fix his gaming problem on his com. Fixed part of it but the last part couldn't so oh wells.
playing o2jam with two keyboards definitely increases your... hmm... your.. AIYA. INCREASE THE REACTION TIME BETWEEN SIGNAL RATE FROM KEYBOARD TO COMPUTER.

Hence, can play better.
In other words. usually you press all 7keys take around 0.5secs.
but now i only take 0.2 secs kind thing muaahahahaha
okay, i got actualy got alot of thing to say but i forgot most of it, so i'll just leave it at here lol