eh.
ahs ah.
i seriously feel like posting on
"your voice matters"

i feel like writing
please stop giving devotions
please stop having expressions.
please.
I BEG YOU.
stop cultivating more idiots.

no
how do u want me to believe that.
HEY. THERE'S THIS INVISIBLE MAN IN THE SKIES.
and like.
HEY. THERE'S A PARADISE BIG ENOUGH FOR 20CENTURIES WORTH OF HUMANS UP THERE.
and like.
OH, THIS THING CREATED EVERYTHING IN 7DAYS.

i mean come on. It's like a perfectly fabricated story.
Lord does not give you challenges you cannot complete.
If i commit sucide now because i can't face the challenges.
what will the OH-MY-HOLY-FOLLOWERS respond?
"you did not have enough faith in the lord"
Come on lah.
let's say that
ME.
I AM THE LORD.
let's just think that way for now.

okay.
"OH MY BELOVED FOLLOWER, YOU MAY HAVE SIN, BUT ME, THE MESSENGER OF GOD SHALL FORGIVE YOU SINS, GIVE UP YOUR SOULS AND LET ME CONTROL YOU"

"YES MY LORD, I SHALL FOLLOW YOU. MY FAITH IN YOU SHALL BE THE POWER OF MY LIFE."
"I SHALL BE SOME IMBECILE AND FOLLOW WHAT EVER YOU SAY"

aw come on.
it's just faith dudes. can't u just like open your eyes.
people who believes in lord is usually lonely and all that.
let me ask you.
WHEN DO YOU USUALLY FIND GOD.

FROM ALL THE FRIGGING TESTIMONIES I'VE HEARD.
"I FOUND GOD IN MY LOWEST TIME OF MY LIFE"

you see that?
almost everyone's like that.
you tell me, who found god when they are like, at their peak of their careers. of course, they found it at the lowest point of their lives, den when they succeed, they credit their own fucking hardwork to the LORD.

okay, so you tell me.
God isn't some kind of ruler.
It's a personal relationship between him and me.

uh. sir?
fuck ye.

if you want to talk about a relationship
then i have a fucking relationship with every single person on earth that you can find.
WHAT'S THAT RELATIONSHIP?

WE'RE STRANGERS.

So you tell me.
OH I HAVE A RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD TOO.
oh yea.
"Hi imaginary friend"
okay i have a whole bunch of stuffs to say but i'll stop for today

Labels: complains

okay.
i slept at 10.30 or 11 ytd.
so why the fuck am i so tired today.

tired sia.
so today sleep in class cannot blame one.
adriel phua
_|_
HE FRIGGING SPILT HIS. UH, PORK SOUP ON ME. WTF.
Scalded my leg.
yes, it's boiling hot.

and i realised one thing. I can take off my shoes + socks in 3seconds. I was like, "HOT HOT, WHAT THE FUCK" den just take off. not bad. Seems like i'm not bad at stripping too.

So i walked back up to class with one foot naked. Oh wells. Lesson is boring as usual.

Played soccer after school. It wasn't long before it started pouring down on us.
Drenched to the skin.
we went back to 3F.
Dried up.

Suwern ah.
YOU GIRL ANOT.
here's what happened.

SW: eh LK, drinking green tea kills sperms ley.
LK: u also no sperm what!
*FLYING KICK TO THE DICK*

And yes. we see LK sprawling on the floor. Moaning and groaning. Aw, i pity him. I clutch my crotch in fear as SW walked pass. LOL. girls are vicious creatures. They attack their own race without hesitation or worrying about their own race's future.
HAHA.

So well. As some sort of punishment. we made her go down 85 buy food and drinks for us. oh wells. shit. FRIGGING TIRED. i think i need some rest =/

oh yea. after 4 weeks.
i think know all the guys in the class.
(in the sense that can talk to anytime)

and... the girls. maybe alittle while more bah. HAHA.

recustomizing desktop.
pretty much done.
here's a screen shot.



+ other eye candy i can't show here.
maybe i'll make a video or smth.
oh wells.

Wasting ram like no-body's business. trying to stop gaming.
Trying to make my com run smooth normally, but lag during game. so i won't really think of playing. haha.

wanted to change this blogskin.
but always lose that mood when doing half way. seems like it's gonna take a long time. I reading mockingbird. I'M A GUAI KIA OKAY.
(i didn't read in sec1 n 2)

cannot blame lah. i survived that two years with help of friends and internet. but this year i guess i'll have to put more effort in it. However, instead of just reading. I'm gonna type out the entire fucking book. =D
Den i'll be sure that i'll rmb at least 70% of the story one. hahaha.
one of the reason of doing that is to increase my typing speed and accuracy haha.

oh my.
i think alot of people not just me, haven't pay for the calendar yet. AND I JUST SIMPLY REFUSE TO PAY.

anyways, here's 2quotes i really like
taken from 281 tricks to irritate an atheist

Tell him that God answers all prayers -- sometimes the answer is no.

When something awful happens, tell him not to blame God -- he doesn't interfere.
When something wonderful happens, tell him to credit God -- he made it happen.

it's boring
i'm bored.
this is boredom

i'm tied down by the boringness of boredom.
bugged by irritation

It's school tmr again
i hate going to school.
i hate to think
i hate to -------

oh i totally stop learning IT these days. No mood no mood no mood.
I wanna get an Macbook.
or MacBook Pro.
i think i just want to sleep

since this stuff's getting pretty infamous.

This blogger just had to say something lah.
Well, as you all know
It's godwin.
I mean. Oh wells, blah blah blah. He's pretty much disliked by most people.

But i mean, come on lah.
Getting hated by at least half of the whole cohord is a pretty sad thing you know.

Well, frankly speaking,
i don't exactly hate him
but there's no way i'm gonna like him

I mean, he's just an arrogant jackass with a screw lose in his head.
well. it does takes two hands to clap you know.
but it only requires one side to stop the clapping.
(you get what i mean)
and well.
Applying pressure on one end doesn't mean that the other end won't get affect by it.

that's all.

oh. i'm sian sianded and sianneeed.

ah.
school
nothing much happened again.

After school.
Soccer.
Quite boring. No JC come and play today.
Or maybe i didn't stay late enough.
i think i damn kaobei. lol.

okay.
i got this link from matthew
http://friendlyatheist.com/

i seriously like this website.
i shall end for now. Here's a video that i really liked.

oh yea. uh-huh.
wolfteam rocks.
everyone should just play it.
and get pwned by me.

i mean. OMG.
i think having a faster reaction rocks.
okay i shall not be cocky any more.

Today.
The main event that happened.
*drum rolls*
this is something we all hate
we all dread.
and it's our fate.

COMMON TEST.

aw come on. You don't have to give us tests every alternate weeks do ya? English. OH WELLS. what can i say about it. you can't prepare, u can't really get ready or anything... Nah come on. Heard people say that the comprehension was pretty hard. But the guys said that it was pretty okay. Well, it's pretty okay to me. (just that i may not score well in it)

well... Summary followed closely after the comprehension.
okay. vocab
"FREELY"
the sentence in the passage is
"blah blah freely give out letters of marque."

WHAT THE HELL CAN I PUT. i seriously don't know. Just random-ed a word and placed it in. oh wells.

PE.
I PONNED AGAIN.
I mean, OH WELLS. what can i say.
Reason this time?
Leg injured. oh wells.

oh yea. suwern ah. cut your nails lah. it's like so friggin long and sharp. u hit me one time i kana skin tear sia. LOL. (i mean seriously)
pretty amazed/amused by it.

oh wells heck.
Didn't sleep during lessons today. =D
Damn, i have this tingling sensation to do art and draw something. But oh wells, there is always something which occupies my mind and prevents me from doing so.

OH WELLS.
class blog is done..
pretty crap
but at least it works. but i don't think got anyone go. oh wells. there isn't much of a use for it anyways. Let's just see how things goes.

http://3cyber.blogspot.com

OKAY.
So i played soccer.
Even though i vow not to play soccer again this year.

OKAY. So now my knee's injured. Here's a chance for me to repent and stop playing soccer anymore. and.. AT THE SAME TIME. A chance for me to pon gym training tmr. Anything regarding legs is a NONO.

So well.
i think i'm quite pro today.
Mr ong again.
Before his lesson start, i asked him nicely,
"can i go to the toilet?"
(so that i can wash up. feeling FAARRKING SLEEPY)
"NO NO NO, cannot go toilet"

OKAY. FINEEEE.
YOU DONT' WAN ME CONCENTRATE IN YOUR CLASS? FINEEE.
So i just slept.
He asked me wake up. Moments later.
i'm on the table again.
As this cycle continued.
He finally came to me and said.
"eh boy, are you sick? you look pretty sick ley, wan go toilet wash up anot?"
"eh, i just now ask you you dun let ley."
"okay okay, go go go"

OH YES.
I PAWNED YOUR STUPID ASS.

DAMN. My face looked tired and piss,
but inside me was like.
OH YESSSSS.

alright.
Here's something i wanna say that happened ytd i think.
In the mrt, the door there.
I saw this guy. Standing pretty close to the door. (the doors are open)
His head was partially protruding out of the..."space"
I wanted to tell him.
"eh, ur head is gonna get hit..."
but somehow the words just didn't come out of my mouth.
i looked as he stared blankly into his damn phone.
"di di di"
"Doors are closing"
he took a slight step backward.
BUT NOT ENOUGH.
As the door was approaching.
My face was expressionless.
but.. inside me.
i was like
"YEEESSSSS~"
time passed by slowly as i heard that BEAUTIFUL SOUND.
*KNOCK*
OH YES.
his little head swayed to the side as the doors magnificently hit against his head.
that certainly is a work of art.
I held in my laughter as i stared once again.
expressionless at that pathetic guy.

--the end--

OKAY.
So today was quite.
okay.

Well. Slacked during core lessons as usual at 3F.
OH I FAILED TO GET SUWERN'S RICE.
Mingli said it was damn nice and i trust her taste cause so far the stuffs she eats is like. OH DAMN, I WANT IT TOO. And since i HEARD it was suwern's cooking. I'm quite interested to see what kind of rice she can produce.
(or maybe i can cook better than her...LOL)

so anyways, that. ass.suwern(sw)
took my phone, and SOMEHOW ran away. I mean, yawns. Pretty tired today. (well i guess that goes for everyday) but i just didnt' QUITE felt like chasing today.

So anyways. that sw and eliz drew on my table.
lots of.
"explicit"
content. Which somehow i REFUSE to write out down here. Anyways, it provided me with a source of entertainment as i was there erasing when the lessons gets too boring.

And yes. Mr Ong is funny. PRETTY FUNNY.
he's talking about
"light rays travels in straight line"
Den it's that pinhole on paper experiment thingy.
So he's like. Maybe sure u look at that hole.
NOT THE WRONG HOLE omg.

CML came into our class today. She suddenly float behind me. I mean i think i'm psychic. I just had this feeling to close the backdoor even though i wasn't gonna sms or anything. And she just suddenly. OPEN the door when i just CLOSED it. I mean. OH COOL.

oh wells. She left, but mr ong is like
*shh*
"*whispers* i think she still outside"
LOL.
oh wells.
Den he's like telling us.
"what are you looking at?!
That thing may still be floating outside."

"THAT THING." LOL. DAMN FUNNY.

oh wells. oh wells ohwells.
i'm tired. nothing to complain today. can't think. My head clogged up again. yawns

We all want what we cannot get.

i'll keep myself from being emo.
but how long can i keep this up?

ohwells.
it's another tiring day.
Barely kept awake throughout school.
after school. KFC with adriel, mc, darren.
YuJun joined us on the way home.
Went sengkang library with darren & yujun do hw.
after that went rivervale mall meet shannen.
talked at macs with them 3.
yea, it's kinda fun.
pri sch friends gathering, everyone wearing a different uniforms.
ah.
i'll be fine after a sleep.

oh yes.
OH YES.
I'm playing my.
PRIMARY 2 GAME.
I FEEL SO ACCOMPLISHED.

What's that game what's that game!!
-RED ALERT 2-

OMG. Walao, i damn happy when i found that game larh! It's like so memorable. Those lousy graphics and stumpy movement. It's wow! I mean, oh wells, it doesn't have a great interface and have lousy graphics. BUT COME ON. It's a super outdated technology. But even so. It feels great just to play it.
Now i'm download Yuri's Revenge.
As expected, it's the expansion of Red Alert 2.

For people who have a sucky computer. yea, u can play this game PERFECTLY well.
You only need a 32 or 64bit graphic card... Which you can't find on a market ANYMORE. And you need at least 64mb of ram. Which even the lousiest i've seen from my friends is 128mb. You need at least 500mb of space in ur com to run this. I mean, COME ON, WHO DOESN'T?!

So well... Dishing the lousy side of the game away. It still provides me with a great source of entertainment. Even though... The screen is kinda small. Making micro/macro management pretty difficult. Oh wells.

now you see.
as promised.
i'll explain why my hair passed the 2nd test.
Why i didn't get caught again.
And like i've said, that stupid barber is pretty.
Clever.

Well. Here's the loop holes in the school's rule.
Students must have neat fringe which do not touch the eyebrows.
Cooincidentally, mine fulfill that.
Students cannot leave long side burns, it must short and neat, and better if it's shaved.
Mine is slightly shaved, and it's short. So it passed.
Hair behind encouraged to be sloped, if not short, and CANNOT touch the collar.
I chose not to slope it. So it's short and not touching. SO PASSED.
Students cannot put any styling substance to style their hair or spike it, unless due to natural growth.
My hair is pretty short, so it stands, NO PROBLEM ABOUT THAT.

For girls. Here's a few loop holes you might want to consider.
Since she don't ban having long fringe, but u have to pin it up.
Hence, cut ur fringe. To the length that it's long, yet impossible to pin up. Because if u pin it up, it will have alot of "jaggered" kind of hair, so it''ll be messy.
Skirts cannot be above knee.
There's nothing i can find about that. I mean, THE SHORTER THE BETTER. but hor. That one really too obvious liao. Can't one. Unless you have some kind of optical illusion trick.
Well, there's nothing much about the girl's hair basically.
Just the length bah.

oh wells. This school used to have alot of loop holes, but ever since they adopted the ancient cheena culture. It's getting harder to get pass them.

i just don't have the energy to think of that.

oh kay.
i didn't post ytd. BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I DON'T WANT TO.

It just kinda slipped my mind while doing my stuffs.

So first things first. Computer first.
I reformatted back to XP.
Here's my verdict.

DON'T USE VISTA,
UNLESS YOU HAVE 2GB RAM OR MORE.

Which this lil pathetic com doesn't. So there's no point. It's just eating up my ram like some kind of candy. So okay. I finally got my 2GB memory card for my phone to work. I realised smth cool about nokia 5610. It takes 20mins to detect that DAMN memory card. zz.

okay. now back to today.
or should i put ytd. in anycase.

Went to play basketball with pam, liankai, sher.
but sher can't make it so oh wells.

OKAY. U'RE THINKING.
KAI HONG PLAYING BASKETBALL?!
OH WOW
THAT CAN'T BE TRUE.

okay, damn u people who just thought that way.
_|_
I NOT THAT CRAP OKAY.
Though my basketball skills are like. Below avg, BUT HOR. AT LEAST STILL KNOW ABIT HOW TO PLAY MAHHH.

So you see. There ain't much that happened during basketball. Other than that i lost. Nothing much else. The main thing is after that.
Went simpang eat dinner.
ROTI PRATAAAAA

well. Talked to liankai alot alot alot. Talk until 1.5L water gone. Oh wells. The first time i engage in that type of convo with him. So talk danm long. If add up all got more than 2 or 3hrs.
JIAHUI, I'M STEALING YOUR BOYFRIEND.
MUAHAHAHAHA.

So... k lah. know more about him. Know that he's a pretty lame n funny person also. Realised that we probably think about the same. We probably did alot of same things before.oh wells. It was pretty fun bah. haha. (though i think pam felt more than just a little left out. =X )

and yay.
Even though people don't tag. I'm slowly.
SLOWLY.
getting back some readers.
Maybe i should post more interesting stuffs haha.

oh anyways. If you guys are wondering why after cutting my hair. Which most of you think is pretty long. WHY didn't i get caught again? For people i haven't told. Stay tuned. LOL

aw come on.
I realised that.
Watching TV before you sleep. Makes you more energitic.

Evidence?
I watched american idol last night till around 12.
Which usually makes me unbelievably tired the next day but i wasn't. I'm like so FILLED WITH ENERGY copying notes.
MAYBE IT'S BECAUSE THAT IT'S 12.30 RELEASE.
I don't know and don't care. From now on, ii'm gonna watch tv before i sleep.

Man.
I wonder how long has it beens since i moved my muscles. I MERELY did some stupid stuff in Gym during PE lesson, and now my side chest muscles, close to armpit there pain. It's like. WTF. I mean, COME ON LAH. I feel like a loser. lol.

OH WELLS.
i'll reassure myself again.
GEEKS DON'T NEED MUSCLES. =DDD

AHHH.
i can't really what happened today. Other than that i can finally copy notes without the extreme urge to just lie on the table and do what i'm supposed to do.
a teacher i forgot who said this
"humans are like this,
when they are standing,
they want to sit down.
When they are sitting down,
they want to lie on a table.
When they lie on a table,
they want to sleep. "

And Ms Chan said something pretty stupid today.
You guys are going to be
"SgpIdle"
So i am going to give you hw so that u won't be an "idle"
Super. =.=ll

oh yea. went simlim square again today. Bought my phone plastic protector. Got a 2GB card which doesn't work which i'm gonna go and change tmr. Damn. I make sure i get a 2GB that works. or i get a 4GB one. Damn damn damn damn.
OH wells.
I'm tired again. Time to rest.(msn)

oh wells.
it's a pretty boring day
Nothing to elaborate on today.
Other than, we ate prata early in the morning.
i was early.
how surprising.
Managed to get to sch in time.

Sometimes i think
it's not what i like about her.
it's that there is nothing i don't like about her.

yawns.
so well.
After school
took 88.
Oh yes, it's a DAMN IT.
I overslept.
By don't know how long.
Before i knew it.
I'm in Hougang.
Hougang only what.
Hougang's a BIG place.
I actually went passed
-MONFORT SEC-
i was like
oh great.
as you can see.
i'm tired.
and again.
new things fills up my mind.
sometimes things are better this way.

Labels: daily rants

ah.
Didn't post ytd. Tired nia.

okay. so i'm still feeling tired so i shall not post anything much.
okay. as EXPECTED. i failed my chinese test.
Though i read up abit.
it's sure to fail one.
but hey. i'm surprised that i didn't fail that badly.
it's a SURPRISE.

i guess luck is sometimes by my side as well.

expression.
damn. Okay. it's not that i really hate christ or what.
but.
it seriously gets on ur nerves when they keep trying to make you sing
"OH, HE'S MY LORD"
or something like that.
No offence to the christians but hey.
I like catholic more.
Why?
At least they don't preach.
I don't know why. but many(not all) christians have this VERY. TEMPTING DESIRE to preach others. oh wells.

I'm getting tired again.
I'm getting really sleepy in class again.
I'm getting back to my old ways again.
I'm getting sick.
I'm getting bored.
I'm getting pissed.
I'm getting ???

oh yea.someone just asked me why i keep using fuck in my posts. Well. To me, it's not a vulgar word. It's a word of expression. Something like.
"damn it!"
i replace with
"fuck it!"
or something like that. since it has a stronger meaning to the other people. So it'll portray the emotions more accurately that just saying. Damn! Saying fuck makes a difference to the tone and mood of what you're saying.

3C.
Not much progress.
Could not find anything to talk with the girls.
The guys.
As usual. Talk abit here and there.
Oh wells. it feels like everyone has their own stuffs to do at any moment. oh wells. Maybe i should start finding my own. Hmm... Now i see why geeks are bored. Cause they can't find another geek to start geeking. =(

oh wells oh wells.
Been playing
-Command & Conquer 3: Tiberium Wars-
finished the GDI missions. Now moving on to the bonus ones.
Well... It wasted like damn lot of my time.
The time when i can be like taking my afternoon nap

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omg.
Today.
The DB pinned up THAT girl's hair till she looked like some kuku. Well. It's ALITTLE funny, but hey. That's public humiliation.

For some reasons, i kept feeling like standing up and making a protest. But somehow my internal instincts kept warning me not to do it.

I seriously just felt like standing up and either argue or with the most famous sentence.
"FUCK THAT."

I mean. Nah, come on. I can list down a ton of reasons to compete against that stupid crap. But no. I didn't. Or rather, i couldn't. I either don't have the guts, or i get the shivers thinking about how i'm gonna go against the entire school teachers if i was to make a protest.

Of course, if i did. I am very sure that i'm gonna get pretty much everyone's support. Since everyone's so irritated by the school.
DB told us in the morning.
This is A******N H*** S*****.
We have our own expectations!
*girls have to pin up their fringe!*
OH YEA? WHAT'S YOURS DANGLING IN THE MID AIR?
I have a weird urge to go tell her.
"boy ah, why ur fringe so long?!"

oh yea. We're students, you're adults. So you have more power and freedom. Please, madam. Fuck that. You, you frigging adults are doing so for YOUR JOB. We are FORCED to study. Yes my dear.
We're forced.
WHY?!
Cause our parents' get jailed if we don't go to school.

Now you say that. This is THE SCHOOL. We have to abide this school's rules, different schools have different rules. So what we're doing is for them? We're dedicating this 4years of our life to this piece of crap?

No come on. Adults have control of their life.
Think about it.
How much control do you have over YOUR life?

We are constantly being pushed around. In circles, into walls. So we don't even have this LITTLE FUGGING control over our OWN hair and clothes. We still have to abide everything. So you'll say. THIS IS FOR THE PEACE AND ORDER OF THE SOCIETY!
and den again.
fuck ye.

How does having different hairstyle or clothing warps the society? I CLEARLY DO NOT SEE HOW. So you'll tell me that. if you start like this, you might end up being a rebellion in the society. But let's see. If you keep forcing us around like this. I'm confident to say that, you people are the cause of why this age is called the age of rebellion.

You mentioned, this is our EXPECTATION of you. A HIGHER expectation from a GOOD school. Now you tell me that forcing us to cut a hairstyle we do not wish to have is called, "it's not difficult!"
So if i expect you cut a hairstyle you really don't want.
And i tell you "it's not difficult what!"
Now we'll see how you feel.

Damned. If only i got the guts to shout. FUG YE.

Labels: complains

am i a positive or a negative person?
am i a hypocrite or a procrastinator?

am i matured,
or am i just childish to think that i'm matured?

okay. forget about the first part. I just couldn't get to sleep. T.T
Damned. Anyways, maybe it's because that i'm too excited about the graphic card i just got. Well. nothing much about it.
But i'm just excited. In a sense.

So this is the one i bought.
Asus
Nvidia GeForce 8600GT

Well... I wanted a GTS but since singapore don't really sell that, i have not much choice... Since a 8800GT would be like another 100bucks or so. Oh wells. As long as i can play my games at AT LEAST med-high level. I'm pretty much happy about it le.

just tested out C&C3 at max settings. Okay, it ran smoothly with no problems. Which is like a "YEAH, TAKE THAT YOU BASTARD" kind of feeling.

Since it's the first time i'm gonna try to make a gaming com. I realised that, as long as it doesn't lags. You'll play about a 100% better, and somehow, the AI is also another 100% harder. Oh wells. I'm pretty glad about this slight change. Now i get back my ram which is wasted on integrated graphics. Which adds another 256 which makes it a perfect 1GB now.

oh wells oh wells. Going to school soon. But i guess i'll just keep typing till like 5.40 or something den i go bathe eat breakfast, go school early and... See how lorh.

Oh yea oh yea. 2D outing. I'll post about for sure one. But now no mood haha. Feeling pretty tired, but sleep now also no use. I just hope that i don't sleep in school.
ah. the time's coming closer. i go liao. zzz

yes my dear.
It's a class outing.

There's a ton of pictures.
But i'm lazy to upload.
Maybe some other day.

i'm tired
i'm tired.
i'm tired.

nights.

okay. the main part shall come later.
BUT I'LL FIRST ADDRESS TO MY LOVELY SIS LARH.

To Pamela Aw (pomelo):
ALAMAK.
i wanted to write about urs today de. but you came earlier! HAHAHA.
dun jealous larh.
you ask what kind of kor i am right.
I'm ONE OF A KIND.

sorry sorry larh. Cause mingli one is like. a mini-novel, so there's a "have to at least reply something" kind of feeling mah. LOL. Your one also have larh! But hor but hor. If i reply den become very mushy mah. So must think hao hao den write out.

I promise that i will work hard de larh! I stop hibernating in class le lorh. It's already a very big achievement. So far i handed in all my hw. ALSO BIG ACHIEVEMENT OKAY. And come on lah. I SURE remember you one. how can i forget such a
CUTE SWEET NICE PRETTY NOISY BUBBLY FUNNY NONSENSICAL sister of mine?!

and walao. I'm NOT sick. I'm a HEALTHY BOY. B-O-Y. haha! oh wells. bros n sis 4eva! *hugs* lol

--end--


okay.
now on to what i had in mind. This just came up to my head when i was shitting just now.

Well. It's the same thing. Complain. complain complain.

First off. I understand that the school is enforcing the rule of everything right now. Yes, our school WAS slack and all that. We don't really abide the rules. Our hair WERE messed up and all that. But hey. People take ALITTLE time to change right.

IF i suddenly as you(CSJ) go SHAVE. You think u wan anot. dun wan right. Guys MUST/SHOULD have short hair. Who says so. We are a chinese school. Chinese originated from china. So?

The boys in the past have long hair. They plated their hair and leave it long. Tying it up like a girl. Just not in such a stylish way.

After that era, guys started shaving. Or having short hair. So that become a "common identity" for what a guy should be. Short, neat and nice.

Girl ah. We now 21st century. It's the era of revolution.
We say that. We're like that. Our personality and character IS like that.
You dont' like it.
of course, you didn't accept that reason.
After one big round, you'll tell us.
"Life's like that."

HEY ASS. I KNOW THAT "Life's like that." BUT.
LIFE'S LIKE THAT BECAUSE YOU DON'T TRY TO CHANGE IT.
WHY DON'T YOU JUST USE YOUR FUCKING BRAIN AND JUST THINK.
Rules and laws are made by humans.
Naturally, they can be changed. BY HUMANS.

Of course. I have no complains about what you idiots are making us do now. You see. You ain't using diplomacy in any methods. What you're doing, is TELLING us what you WANT in advance and expect us to meet that DEMAND.
I see NO compromising, NO meritocracy, NO democracy and of course. NO freedom.

Now dear. What you've did repeatedly is not a warning.
It's what you call.
NAGGING.
If telling a person repeatedly that you WANT to have that done WILL MAKE IT BE DONE. Why the fuck are we studying our guts out just to make ends meet?

You tell me this.
I tell you "no."
You scold and punish me?
fuck ye.
(fuck ye is inspiration taken from matthew)

And hence.
The main thing i wanna say is.
Life's only like that because you don't want to do anything about it.
As long as you TRY to make a difference. No matter how small. It'll still impact everything around you.

Of course. The reason why i'm doing this post is not because that i'm still pissed with that hair incident but because that i heard so many friends telling me about assholes running around fking people upside down. Come on. Adults should have more common sense than that. Ruling by fear is a bad method.

Expecially against people like me.

Humans are like a plastic ruler.
You push us a bit,
We'll bend and we'll listen.
You push us even more,
we'll bounce back at you.
You push us too hard,
we'll break.

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dammit

my head's all clogged up.
I can't think of anything.
neither do i particularly wanna think of anything.

And here's some messages of somesort.
To josephine. (if you do come again)
OH CONGRATS. u found my blog.
I feel abit sad. Cause seems like the name ZERO not popular enough yet. LOLOLOL.

okay. So. Basically. I was blog hopping and just came across yours. And THAT post happened to be the first one. so oh wells. loled at that.

I shall declare that i am a neutral person. I'M IMPARTIAL. LOL. okay. u get the ideaaa.

--end--

okay. now.
To MingLi:
I read your OH SO LONG birthday card.
It's so long i REALLY went O.O den =.=ll when i first saw it.
First thought, oh hey! It's a nice piece of paper. The P-A-P-E-R is nice. BUT. The font hor. LOLOLOL. okay. I shall be nice. It's just hard to read. The hand writing is okay. But due to the reflectiveness of the paper, i can't read it under direct light. Which is a pretty cool, yet stupid thing.
No. I won't get sore throat. I GOT GOOD SELF-CONTROL.
i WON'T gobble up everything. like SOMEONE.
okay. there are so many stuffs i can't really list out everything.
but i hope i get my new com n tablet soon. -march- hopefully.
YES. i will study. YOU. better study also.
and yes. it is damn long. But. oh wells. it ain't bad receiving such a thing once in awhile.

--end--

oh yea. To illustrate how long the -letter- is, and how small the fonts are.
The paper is like
14.7cm in width
18.5cm in lenght.
the font is so small

so you can imagine how interesting it is to read it.BUT HEY. I'M AMAZED THAT SOMEONE COULD WRITE IN SUCH A STRAIGHT LINE. i mean. there's no guidelines or anything, but the sentence form out pretty nicely

if it was me. it would probably be something like.
happy whoever
birthday
okay not so drastic but u get what i mean.

?b649Vi6n3WRCYp/hXq30Ntr5xg5YxJLWVj3nfCCIpiO2o0NFNAJlD8FSUnQFanf
VvRirwUbCqiQARrBhpHVkTV8y7xXB0sWq4qWkojk3lbCjh4=?64b

don't ask me what that is.
it is what you call an encrypted message.
don't worry. i didn't double encrypt it.
unless someone break the code.
which i don't think anyone will.

oh wells. i'm tired. i'm bored. i'm going off.

there's a ton of stuffs i wanna complain about today
but i forgot most of them.
So until i rmb, i'll just keep it a normal post.

OH YES.
i rmb one thing.
AHS YOU ASS.
I PAWNED YOUR ASS.
okay. reason?

well, even though i cut my hair, many told me that there ain't much of a diff, which is something i don't know to be proud or ashamed of... but HEY.
I PASSED THE HAIR TEST.

When everyone else thought that i was gonna fail. I passed. NOW THAT'S SKILL.

Many girls pinned up their hair.
MINGLI AH. WHY YOU SO CUTE ARH?
i mean, well... If someone who usually let down his/her fringe suddenly pin it up... Like he/she is gonna do a facial and walk around the school. CUTE HOR. Very pri school like. oh wells.

Shit man. i'm on the verge of falling asleep the whole day. What's wrong with me man. I think i need 1 whole week of good rest. Maybe. JUST MAYBE. i'll refrain from using the com for the whole of next week.
DON'T TELL ME THAT IT'S IMPOSSIBLE.
I HAVE A STRONG WILL OKAY.

Maybe i'll only use it for posting bah. And necessary homework uses.

I KNOW. I'M SO GUAI.
Well. There are so many things occupying my head now. I mean daily. Damn, THAT'S WHY I LOVE THE HOLIDAYS.
THAT'S WHY I LOVE SPENDING MY TIME DOING NOTHING.

The joy of just sitting there to have ur mind blank without the fear of anything. aiya, tired larh. go sleep le. later den wake up do homework. lol.

come on man.
I'm back home now
sited comfortably on my bed. Let's talk about the fking happenings today.

First of all, in the morning, i got caught for having.
"NOT-PROPER HAIRSTYLE"
Well. I admit that my hair is kinda long. BUT DO YOU
CSJ.
WHY THE FAAARRRRKKKINNG HELL DO YOU HAVE TO PULL MY HAIR?!

and what.
Guys should look like guys
Girls should look like girls.
YOU THINK YOU LOOK LIKE A WOMAN MEH.
HUH.
YOUR FIGURE OUT OF FIGURE BIG AH.
_|_

you think your hair can pass the test ah?! K LA. FINE. i go CUT my hair.
BUT HEY.

(convo at the barber shop)
me: cut short short. cut off side burn, cut off behind, cut short fringe, everything short.
man: okay. school start liao hah? hahaha
me: (lagger...) ya haha
man: *cut*cut*cut*
man: like this can anot.
me: HUH. shorter lah. like that can pass lah, but shorter lah.
man: aiya, shorter not nice liao!
me: whatever lah, just cut
man: dun wan lah. ur neck long. short hair not nice.
(mums comes in)
mum: eh, wan cut shorter anot? den can dun cut till chinese new year
me: whatever lah.
mum: eh, 'man' can cut shorter anot.
man: dun wan lah. shorter not nice le.
mum: abit more lah, can leave it like this longer mah.
man: uhh... okay la okay lah.
*cuts abit here and there*
man: like that can liao.
(obviously i don't see much difference)
mum: shorter lah.
man: dun wan lah.

okay. whatever. So i left the shop.
i mean. He cut still got ABIT of style sia.
the previous one i go,
"dun cut short hor"
ZIAP.
a tuff of hair is gone.
whatever lah whatever. I'm pretty sure this can pass. But i hope CSJ fail me. Den i can take her scissors, AND FARKING CUT IT INFRONT OF HER.
which is equals to go shave liao lah.

okay. So.
Chinese lesson.
Manage to scam my way out. Didn't get the teacher pissed. But she took everyone's handphone who didn't hand up as a DEPOSIT.
So i dun have my handphone for the rest of the day in school.
Tried to find her. But couldn't. So forget it.
first recess.
can't find her
second recess.
can't find her
after school.
can't find her

WHERE THE FARK IS SHE.

OH. SO SHE'S AT A CHINESE "MEETING". WORKSHOP TO BE EXACT. SO SHE JUST WENT THERE WITHOUT TELLING US AT ALL. OH I SEE. SO THAT'S HOW SHE WORKS. SO I'LL TELL HER TO WAIT FOR ME OUTSIDE STAFF ROOM NEXT TIME, BUT INSTEAD OF THE FRONT DOOR, I'LL WAIT AT THE BACK DOOR.
IS THAT OKAY? YOU LIL FUGGER.

OKAY.
So went to eat KFC with Adriel, MC, deon, Darren(TJC)
So back to sengkang.
Left me, A, Dar.
At the pull-up bar.
"how many can you do?"
is the question.
So... I'm like. Aiya, whatever. Can do one pass liao right. Just do one lorh. I had not have any strenuous exercise of my arms for god knows how many months liao. I doubt i can even do 20 pumpings properly. Whatever lah. I'm weak.

So... Half way through.
Darren shouted.
"fuck. *smth smth smth*"
There's this lil cute. BANGLA boy beside.
He said this. In a bangla tone,which i will try to ENGLISHSISE it.

"fuaark iizzz uea bueard wuard!"

okay. i still think it's damn funny. Den adriel engaged in a meaningless "quarrel" with that guy. And left that guy rambling on even though we've left him alone. zzz

OKAY HECK. there's lots of other stuffs i wanna write about but i shall stop here.

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oh yea. i'm now at the school library doing some kind of "stunt".

Think this is the first time if not the second posting down here in the school library. I forgot that the school library's computer had this "security" kinda thing which doesn't allows reroute to another source destination of the folder.

So i can't play o2mania here. which is quite a sad thing yea right.

HAHA. So wells. I'm bored down here so here i am posting down here about a stupid school day in school I hope that teacher don't shut down my computer here and now.
erm. TEACHER. or LIBRARIAN.
PLEASE DO NOT SHUT DOWN MY COMPUTER.

Well, since they can see it from here. It ain't much of a surprise or anything. Okay, so i got caught for my hair today during the morning assembly. It's quite sad. Cause i got pulled out by "prison break" if you know who i'm talking about. And that CSJ pulled my sideburn and started ranting about how bad/long it is.
-i'll refer caisujun as CSJ from now on-

so this time they let us off and would not cut our hair or let us cut our own hair.

So... maybe i'm thinking of cutting bald. shaving, it ain't thatbad of a stuff ya know. i mean. clean and smooth. LOL. Oh wells, i guess that i'm abit bored since i couldn't play my o2jam down here. so i have like 1hr free time not doing anything. Thanks to the chinese teacher my phone is kana taken for "deposit" until i can hand up my homework. Which i have done. Pretty crappily.

There are lots of stuffs i would wanna say but hey. The school's security is pretty tight bah. Since everything i'm typing now may be overseen by the "adminstrator" just waiting for me to press publish before shutting down my computer.

oh wells, i'm surrounded by 3 guys. trying to cancel out the things i'm typing LOL.
this is pretty stupid. oh wells. i shall end here. zzz

wee.
I'm 15.
Don't ask me why i didn't post yesterday.

The answer is quite direct. I'm playing playing. Doing this and that and i fell asleep unknowingly. so...
OH WELLS.

I'M OLDER THAN YOU ASSES. MUAHAHAHA

So. Thanks to.
...
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......
.......
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Well. Basically, THANK YOU EVERYONE who smsed, msned, wished directly, called, or in any other forms of greeting whom wished me.
(i kinda figured that i couldn't track everyone who wished)

So... Had a little birthday party. With guys.
honestly, i couldn't believe that i didn't invite any girls. i mean
OMG, WHAT HAPPENED TO MY HAREM FANTASY.

So...
Basically. It was another quiet one. hmm. With this me around. I won't really expect any BING BANG BOOM kinda party going on. But maybe. just MAYBE i'll plan a more interesting one next year. Since it's sec4 and all that.

Ah. I'm tired. I finished WATCHING CaoFangZi. Not bad larh. At least i did something okay.

okay. there is a fking lot of things i can write about today

Let's start with the morning "dialogue" session
I've now learnt the meaning of the word "Dialogue"
It's one party blabbering non-stop,
while the other listen attentively. With no interest.

So well. Register 15s, please come out.
BINGO!
Adriel Phua.

-from now on, drboon will be addressed as DB, VP will be addressed as CML-

DB: why are you so big?
A: uh... (long pause). Don't know.
DB: AHS students are confident students! How can you say that i don't know. If you are confident, you'll say, because i like to eat! I love to eat hamburgers, that's why i'm big sized. See the difference?
DB:So why are you so big sized?
A: Because i eat alot.
DB: What kind of food do you like to eat?
A:FRUITS.
DB: OH, FRUITS. You're a good & healthy boy! (blah blah blah)

omfg. I LOLed like crazy when i heard that. I mean, COME ON. "Why are you so big" Is too fkin crappy. And "FRUITS" LOL. Oh yea, we teased adriel like siao about the fruits thingy. We ate KFC in the afternoon today (he ate pretty much). Den i was like
"oh wow, i can see that you love fruits"

So anyways, CML was talking about the SEL values and was talking about the relationship between people and showing respect and all that. And she was like.
"we should show respect and not speak in vulgar language towards anyone, be it through the phone, the msn, just talking... (pause.) AND SMS."

I mean, hey come'on. Why the pause?
Okay, i'm gonna uncover a secret here.
Uncle John.
-i'll refer him to UJohn from now on-

UJohn was talking about Adriel about him making a new soccer team.
(btw, UJohn is a guy from a private soccer club, which adriel is in. And some others.)
So, while talking half way, he just keeps instructing adriel to do this and that. And it's really taking the piss out of him. So i forgot what UJohn sent in the sms which really broke the last straw and made the FRUITY adriel say
"who do you think you are? Suck it"

Oh. It's D-Day.
Doom's Day in short.
That MF rush to AHS and showed CML that msg. Which caused adriel to, of course. Called upon on. Which led to that. "AND SMS"

From what you can see. Adriel made a pretty bad mistake in fkin the teachers right now. I mean, hey come on. It's the start of the year.

Oh wells. Talking about that.
I pretty much KB Ms Chan since she KBed me.
She looked straight into my eyes. (from afar)
and asked.
"Are you a guy?"

Well. It kinda created some kind of whirlpool in my head. I mean, i went blank for a moment. My processor hanged. I was like. "HUH?" in my head.
pissified, i kinda just. ever so NATURALLY replied.
"no, i'm not"

Of course! That kinda answer would have knock any teacher over pretty hard. So oh wells. It's her first lesson. (off goes my goody image)
Heck.

So. Oh wells. She just wanted me to like carry a table for a girl or something. I mean, can't you ask more directly. I mean, i wasn't really pissed with her. She's just doing her job making the lesson interesting. I wasn't offended by her. Naturally, i really hope that i didn't fked her upside down.

Hmm. Art. I'm accepted by Mdm Zee.... But the school HOD told her
"i cannot let this student take art / the 8th subject"
Well, because i'm in the 7subj and the school just don't allow me to do so.
I'm gonna appeal no matter what. I mean.
Sadly yet fortunately, my art is the ONLY subj i got A1 for. That is sufficient enough of a reason for me to take art. Because i mean. Why take the subjects that i scored badly in and not that one i can score better in.

Damn, there is actually alot more stuffs, but i pretty much forgot most of it.

Oh yea.
I got the job of the IT rep again. Maybe i'll start doing a blog for 3C or something.
oh yea. sorry for the plain look of everything. I'm just lazy to be like some girls who style almost every single fucking word they have on their post.

hah. hah. hah.

okay.
something the principal said.

In the previous years.
She said
"you have PROVED yourself this year, we have accomplished blah blah blah... KEEP IT UP!"

This year
She said
"you have done well this time, however, i sense GREAT POTENTIAL in the students to achieve EVEN BETTER results! blah blah blah."

If you do well, "keep it up"
or else, "you have the potential to"

not bad huh? I must praise her for her nice phrasing. oh wells. That's what you call an encouragement talk. However, i must say, their encouragement really brings down my spirit.

Damn, my chinese teacher.
a pretty good chinese teacher. A pretty good character and teaching.
but wow. I'm amused by how.
CONFIDENT she was.
2periods, 1.5hours

She spent that time praising herself one way or another. I mean, oh wells. That's some amazing self confidence she has in herself.

So anyways. One way or another. I managed to get in the art class though i think i'll get kicked out somehow one way or another. In the meantime i'll just try to stay in the class since they are going in pretty much about IT stuffs which is like WOOTS to me.

There's a stop-motion course which is something which i've tried doing but fail pretty sadly since i don't have a tripod stand for my phone/camera.

Heck. I think art class is kinda worse off that the tri sci class. The amount of work for the first lesson is like wtf. Wtf wtf wtf. damn.
oh wells. whatever. I'm gonna try pretty hard for this. Since it both has art and IT. =DDD

GAH. Guys can't wear ear-sticks. But guys can pierce ear hole.
so...
it's the same as
You can study. But you can't take the exam.

What the hell. All PE shirt is to be tucked in from now on. Oh yea. I mean, the school said.
"we don't want our students to look like some nerds or something, but we do not allow people to bring out their own image/character when wearing the school uniform. What you wearing reflects on the school"

Yea right. The way they want us to portray AHS as a "fun-loving", "casual" and a "cool-looking" school. AM I RIGHT GUYS?
Wtf. I love school.
It gives me so many things to complain about

Labels: complains

oh yea.
SCHOOL STARTED.

no mood to do anything. Didn't do anything today
My pant's too long.
Many hated my specs.

So.
On the welcome day, we done all the stupid stuffs again. The worst is that there's like 5prayers in total. wtf.

OH yea, the teacher's creed.
Blah blah, bring out student potential
blah blah, serve our duty
blah blah, loyal something
blah blah, get trust from parents and community
blah blah.

Okay. so after i looked through it. Something came to my mind that it didn't when i was younger. Among all of that, i fking did not see anything which writes,
"Student's welfare is our top priority"
NO, nothing mentioned about that.
It's just pushing us to our limits till we break and scamming our parents and the community that they are doing a good job by turning us into robots. Nothing concerning our mental welfare. OH WELLS.

"sometimes we test our student's confidence by putting the mike in front of them and ask them to say something"
Hey, "fuck that."

Oh hey. I finally met my class. It wasn't that bad with kiameng sitting beside me. The teacher wasn't that bad. Since he was a teacher from JC... He didn't knew much about the teaching system for secondary. Well, he knows but ain't familiar about it. Damn, we should have just scammed him and turn him into some kind of frigging "nice" teacher.

So. Looking back at the class. I have a feeling that i will sleep again. But NAH. work hard this year! Or else i'll be letting down my computer by making it work so hard everyday. hah.

oh yea.
Long pants pretty much suck.
Well... It DOES look alot better than our previous mini-pants. But damn, i forgot to alter mine. It's like. Long. LOOOOOOONG.
Damn.

I've made a new skin. Pretty much completed. I just have trouble saving the pictures properly. When i'm done with that. It'll be up pretty soon. Oh don't worry. It's the same old plain old. But i browsed through alot of pro skins. So this one should look alittle more... classic.

GARH.
New class, i wonder how we'll all adapt to it. Damn. The guys ain't that bad. At least can talk to one. But the girl hor. some see also like never see before one. OH WELLS.
We're gonna be together for 2years. Might as well make the best out of it.

AND FINALLY.
Xiong (shengyong)
Introed me to a new game called
- ZERO ONLINE -
OH WOW.
Damn, i'm gonna love that game. HAHAHA.

oh yea.
uh huh.

It's like the first day of 2008
Holiday mood

which ass has that kind of "oh yea, i'm going to sch tmr" mood. I mean, omfg. I just wanna laze around somemore. Damn. If only if the teachers will come and teach me in my hse. That'll be a frigging great idea. If there is enough teachers. Why not. I mean, hell, our grades will go up considerably.

Oh wells. so let's see. I'm not ready, i'm not happy, and i'm definately NOT prepared for school. i don't even think my fucking pants fit. DAMN.

I wonder which books to bring. Maybe i'll bring most of them and just chuck them under that mini table. oh wells. Yesterday.
Hell yeah. I went to a countdown thingy(gov.). It's been a godknowshowmany years since i went for that kinda thing. But it's the punggol one, not the vivo, pasir ris or sentosa one.

But hey. It wasn't that bad. There was people from the show 881 who came performing. There is Jonathan from the Singapore Idol, Even Hardy came down. The first Asian Idol, or preferably known as thee Singapore Idol champ. And that girl actress who sang with Hardy for that national day whatever song on the TV. I don't know her name. haha.


Fireworks

Oh yea. There's a splendid 3 or 4min display of fireworks. Which is the first time in my damned life i got so close to it. It's like BOOM BAM BANG. In front of me.

20seconds into the show, gunpowder and charred remains of the fireworks started raining down on me.

Oh wells. It was pretty cool. To see it so frigging close. haha.