Fight for Kisses


lol. wtf.
It IS a game. I wonder how you play that.

Oh.
Hold Behold
It's the last day of 2007

And i'm still refusing to do my work.
Let's see.

New Year Resolution:
-Build a stable high-end com
-Study hard
-Sleep regularly
-Spend lesser time on com
-Own the game ass
-Watch lesser anime
-Do my hw
-get a girl

Oh yea. It's the standard stuffs.
Most of which i usually don't accomplish.

Damn, i realised that i got a faarrkking short temper. Not the angry type. It's those kind which get irritated pretty easily. I think that being irritated is more annoying than being angry. Oh wells. Shall work on that next year.

Countdown.

Shit. I think i'm slowly losing interest in blogging. Probably because my life's pretty dull and bland now. Or rather, the stuffs that i'm interested in probably bores the rest of anyone else.

Let's see.
Review of 2007.
Everytime u look at yourself, you'll think that you're all big and grown up. Later in the year, you look at the pictures and realised how immature you really were. You cry in the past and laugh about it in the future, you laugh about the future and you cry about it when it really comes. That's the irony of life. isn't it?

Oh well, i've had great friends. Pretty much everything went pretty smoothly for me. Shan't complain too much about it. It just all boils down to my laziness.

"The truth is always something you cannot see"

okay. Finally i think i now got the mood to post.

shit.
It's just 3 days to a new year.

I'm in
3C 0'8

Why. Why the f-a-r-k-i-n-g hell did they seperate all the 7sbub people. Damn. CML is some screwed piece of crap who makes things hell for us. Now i'm in a class of strangers.

Out of the 35. I think i only know 5.

So onto the videos i promised



Oh yea. I wish i could draw like that.
And maybe i can show the art teacher some "process drawing". =D




oh yea
even an idiot like me could tell that these 2 were EXCELLENT musicians with a great sense of humour.
Oh wells.

I wonder if i should write my new year resolution now. xD

damn.

It's already the 28th of december.
How frigging fast can the holidays get past? =/

Well, it's the same old same old no hw done.
ah.
later den posting videos. Feeling lazy now

ah. fuck.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

This annoys me.
First thing, i nv go sch check. But so far i ask, NONE same class as me.
2nd, first thing in the morning kana shit greetin from bro, nxt come mum. nxt come dad. faaaaaaaaaaaarking annoying.

Oh yes.
i
JUST
received a call to tell me my class people.

faaaaaaarrrrrrrrrking hell.
almost none same class with me before.
The girls sooooo many never hear before. The guys.
Like so little.

Shit.
Shit.
shit shit shit

went out with joseph yesterday
it wasn't that bad.
Caught some interesting footages

Well, i pretty much hate going out on festive seasons. There is always some kind of mysterious force pulling and pushing you away from the path u want to travel on.

Well. Bugis junction.
we saw something pretty interesting,


solo challenge


dynamic water


there's alot.
but i like that fat guy

Oh wells. Frigging tired again.

HOHOHO

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

oh yea. It's christmas. What's the difference? It's a public holiday.
it's the day jesus is born?
oh heck about that

The only thing i'm happy about jesus is that he gave us christmas and good friday. Ah. My dad's gonna combine christmas + my birthday + new year present into 1 present. Will talk about it when i get my hands on it.

so anyways. Christmas is here.
Something else is coming soon too.
*HINT HINT*
Ah. i love computer stuffs
*HINT HINT*

ah. It's 9.20am. I spent another sleepless night tossing and turning around in my bed. Sad to say, my bed sheet always comes off. I think i'm too vigorous or something. Feeling tired these days. Schools a week from now.

Haven't started at all at anything. Next year new class. Supposedly tmr release the class listings. Wonder nxt year time table will be like what. Wonder nxt year's class will be like what. Wonder if i can concentrate nxt year. fark it for now. let's think about it next year

merry christmas eve

oh i'm so bored.
i'm gonna go about this topic again
even though i risk being flamed and all that.
heck.

Let's see. The touchy topic. As a neutral person. I do not believe in god's existence. Neither do i believe in spirits and ghosts. Of course, many will object and tell me that god exist.

so when we ask. Where is god?
they'll reply. Where isn't god?

The fact that i can't see, hear, feel, smell nor taste god, tells me that he is not here. The reason why god exist is because people believed in them. Yes, existence. God, to me, is an imaginary figure. Someone whom appears magically when you are desperately in need of help. So how did god came into life?

When there are people who are hungry for love and comfort, and there is no one to give them such things. They'll look for love and comfort. They'll desperately search for something they do not have. Which ended up with an imaginary person. A person who can fufill anything. A person who is the start of everything. A person who can give them the things they wanted. As long as they believe in it, it will come true. even though i do not believe in his existence, i'm not saying that his "existence" is not good. In fact, it's a good thing. It serves as a source of motivation for the people in need of help.

It serves as a pillar of mental concentration. Of course it's good. But hey. The only thing for it to exist is to believe that he exist. What is existence?

Even if other people can see, hear, feel, smell or touch me, IF they choose NOT to see, hear, feel, smell or touch me. IF they choose to ignore my existence, then, my existence is equal to none.
Take for example. Do vampires exist? People say yes and no, but there's no definite answer. In the world of the people who believed, vampires DO exist. In the world that doesn't, they don't.

The same principle lies within the mystery of god. Whether he exist or not is up to the individual. If you choose to believe in his existence, then of course! He exist. Not in the world. But in your heart. And that SAME solitary existence in everyone's heart is what pulls everyone together.

That is the reason why a religion is also called a belief. It's not a party, group or company but belief. That is mine and only mine opinion. You are free to comment on it.

yes. i know.
look at the time
should go to slp shouldn't i?

but hey!
-Holidays-
is a super powerful thing. It total screwed my sleeping time and all that. Just the night before i slpt at 6am in the morning. And i woke up at around 4pm today. that's my usual time table for holidays liao. So obviously. I don't feel tired right now. It's only been like, 12 or 13hrs since i'm awake.

But hey. I guess using the computer all day takes up alot of your energy don't it?

Okay, anyways, i just felt like writing this down even though i don't really know why. I just have the feeling to write this down.
As you can see. It's titled as perverted.
Don't read if you don't want to.

okay anyways. let's start with girls and guys. honestly, i see girls as girls but many of a time, i see a girl as something like a guy. How should i put it. No sexual interest. Hey. I'm not gay, cause i'm not interested in guys. But. There just isn't any interest towards girls for some awkward reasons. I've seen pretty, i've seen cute ones. I mean, of course there will be perverted thoughts now and then, but there really isn't much of an urge to do anything. I mean, i'm certain that i'm not ur holy little kid, neither am i some kind of sex demon. If you say that i'm average. Then i must AT LEAST have some kind of urge to do something. Shouldn't i? But hey. There ain't. Why? I have no idea. That's why i'm asking you people if there is any reason for this "phenomenal". Maybe that's the reason why i don't exactly like anyone. To tell you the truth. I haven't EXACTLY feel in love. Or i don't think i have. I acted more of what i should do rather than what i want to do. It's like... It's interesting. It's like you're venturing into something you don't know. Yes, the feeling of excitement is exciting, however. Even though love should feel exciting, i don't really think that this is the kind of feeling i should get. As from your every day's fact. When you like someone, there MUST be some kind of lust in it. Well. Sadly, fortunately, miraculously i don't really have that much of a lust. Well, out of all the perverse stuffs that a guy can do to a girl. I think the only urge i have is to hug her. For some reason i just have the urge to hug rather than fondle her breast of whatever crap. Is this adnormal? I don't know. I just think that hugs are nice. It's nice and warm. Hah. I don't really even think that's exactly classified as lust. But hey! that's impossible. All guys have lust. It's impossible to do without them. Even though i think about such things, i don't feel like doing them at all. Why why why. Am i too young and immature? Or have i not reached the correct age? No right? It's just a natural instinct a guy should have. Heck. Maybe i shouldn't think so much about it. Maybe i haven't grew at all since pri sch. Ah. This sucks

Labels: daily rants

Ah.

School Days

Just completed this.
My holidays has been filled with NOTHING but ANIME.
Wee, watch it when you're free. This anime messes with your brain. Oh wells. It has a certain level of ecchi in it so watch it with care? Heck

Lovely complex

Also finished this...

Now onto rozen maiden and Overdrive.
It's kinda like WOW.
School's gonna start so soon and i haven't done my hw. No, i haven't even see my hw, forget about even touching it.

Damn.

Labels: anime

what's up with my sleeping habits these days.
I mean, the time is totally screwed up.

I'm like sleeping at 6am and waking up at 9am.
Let's see. I've proved that human's minimum time of rest. 3hrs. And you can keep going on. Just with a headache and a pretty numb body.

So hey. I'm making a new layout. I do not see any style in it so i'm quite sure it sucks. So before you say anything like, the other one is better or whatever. I'm gonna say that it sucks. I'm just testing out some codings.

Oh yea. I just finished
-GUNxSWORD-


not bad
in fact, pretty interesting.

oh wells. i've lost the feel for posting now.

Hmm... Just finished this series today. A pretty sad/beautiful story. But got watch something like this before. So well. A very emo kinda anime. Anyways, the show mentioned about something which i have thought about before and can't get an answer.

The show mentioned something like
"Are we actually living in someone else's dream? And that that person who dream can have a wish fufilled no matter what it is?"

It really brought back a topic i thought of last time.
"Is the world really what it is, or is it what we perceive it as?"
The relationship between physics and neuroscience. Are all 3D substances and objects solid, liquid, gas as it is? Or is it what humans perceive it as? History have stated people who have levitated, is it their unique power? Or is it because that they perceive air as a solid?
Humans only use up to 5% of the brainpower. And that 5% tells us that the world is like this. That gas is not a solid and liquid is not gas.
But what if we're able to use more than that? Would we be able to exceed what the world is? And then again, it still remains a mystery to me. Whether if the world IS what it IS by itself, or if it is what we SEE it as.

So oh wells. I didn't get an answer after all that thinking that time so i stopped thinking about it. Even if i DID get the answer. It wouldn't make a difference to my world. Maybe it will to my income but not my world. IF the world is what we see it and not what it is by itself, it's practically impossible to think that. "hey! you can stick your hand through ur table."

Oh hell. Life's really quiet these days. Kinda hope it'll last forever. It feels like how -ancient- people lived. I mean, as long as you have ur daily necessities, you can live a life without thinking about anything.

oh yea, i said something really cool on an sms with someone i forgot who.
"For love, the sorrow you feel is an exchange for that happiness you gained. To be able to endure the sorrow is what makes you qualified to be married"

Labels: anime, daily rants

oh wow. I just woke up
It's 4.30pm
I slept at 5 so it's okay i guess.

Anyways, i have thought about these things but always forget to post about it. So i am gonna do so today. It sounds abit disgusting but then it IS how it seems so to me.

First off, why do we stink so much when we sweat? According to the route of digestion, water is absorbed in the small and large intestines. In other words, it's shit water. I mean, you have that kinda water running through your body. Inside your blood vessels, so in other to cool ur body down, it gives off shit water?!

2nd, according to Mdm Hidayah, and towards QinHui's question if i'm not wrong. He asked "when we fart, den izzit diffusion which makes the smell disappear or brownian motion?(i think spell wrongly)" She replied, "partly because of that. But mainly because you got used to the smell already" In other words, we're breathing in our own fart? So we have fart air occupying our lungs.
The same goes when we're passing motion. The solid crap has a plentiful amount of moisture of it, so when the water on that crap vaporize, it would be something like this.


Right?

Oh wells. Whatever. I feel like sleeping again

Damn holidays are passing so quickly

So many people want school to start
So many people don't want school to start

I'm the latter group of people.
Holidays are good. I just wanna sit back and relax and do nothing. Recently, having quite a few dreams. Maybe it's because of the animes i watch or something. Anyways, there's this interesting, -nightmare- of some sort which i think, sounds pretty movie-like.

I found myself in some sort of a lab, with quite a few people with those oh-so-unusually equipment. Then there's this plant which they seem to be observing/experimenting on, which is those kinda typical 'human-eating' plant, however, it's a really small one lah.

Suddenly, that plant that "mouth" part suddenly withered and "shattered". Breaking apart into dust size particles and float in the air. Then suddenly, everyone just started solidifying. In a way that's like a super dehydration, squeezing out all the water from them. I started running when i saw that happen. While running, i hear screams of other people dying off in the rooms along the hallway.

A few others joined me in my run, finally, we found a -saferoom- and den all hide inside, then all of us panick as we hear the rest of our colleagues and friends die off in a distance. Around 10 of us gathered in the room. Made our final prayers and decided to make a dash for it.

Dream ends...


Oh yes. My keyboard is finally working. -Hurrays-
Heck. i'm tired

Heroic Age


omfg omfg omfg omfg.
wt f f f f f f f f

This show is damn frigging nice. Make me so 心酸 at pretty many parts of the show.
hey, top class animation and graphics. It's frigging nice. Just finished the last episode of the show. Kinda feel like crying btu luckily the feeling not strong enough.

Spent nearly the whole day watching it... Even if i say whole day... I kinda overslept too much today.
Woke up at 5.40pm

Ah ahh. Weird things do happen. An unexpected relationship occurred. I really did not expect it. But oh wells. Feelings are weird after all. Just to say just incase you guys get the wrong idea. It wasn't me who got into a relationship, it was someone else.

Damn. after watching the shows i have the sudden urge to draw out something in the show. ARGH. dun feel lyk typing le.

bored bored bored.
boredom has taken control over my life finally.
I mean, watching shows and movies all day. There's nothing wrong with that is there? My parents just think that i'm just wasting my time. But i JUST WANT TO WASTE MY TIME. It's finally holidays and you got a problem with that?!

Damn, went to darren's house again. For god damn what knows reason i just went there to waste time. Watched an anime called
-Tokko-
Pretty interesting, go watch if you have time.

I think i'll go back to trying to figure out more ways to use html/css later. I'll just be rambling here for the sake of posting, since i really have not much other stuffs to do. I want to watch my shows but i guess i watched too much bah.
Let's see. I'm concurrently watching around 14shows bah. Now watching
-Lovely Complex-
something like love comedy.

Oh please, don't say that i have no life. It's just that my life is different from the rest of you. BLEAH. =p
actually, i used to be like shuji-kun, it's so identical that it's scary. if only if someone realises that...

Christmas is coming!
Blah blah blah blah blah, wish you a (early) happy christmas.

With all those crazy ads going on the TV it's quite impossible to realise that christmas is coming pretty soon. Oh wells. I hope that this year's chirstmas won't be that boring. =|

another 16more days to it. Hmm... Maybe i shall put up a count-down somewhere.
A video to enjoy



hello i'm master chief
lololololololololololololololol

oh yea i just love that part.
oh anyways. Asean Live table tennis i gonna show now, i guess i'll get to it, bye.

recently, i wonder if it's the effect of the shows or what. I seem to think alot more than i do usually. And ya know. sometimes...

Stuffs that you don't wanna think about, just keeps popping out in your head.
Stuffs that you wanna think about just doesn't quite get to your head.

If you continue to live, you will experience your worst and your best.

Before anything, i'm gonna talk about today. For the first time in this blog i guess. Holah. I went with my bro go play soccer with his friends. Oh wells, usually, it'll be no big deal. The only problem i have is.
I'm 14years old.
Everyone else there is 20++

speed, the stamina, the power. They're on a whole different level from us. I'm practically sprinting non-stop just to catch up with them. OhAnd I realised over the years that, age. Is a very important factor in everything. As for soccer, the whatever. A couple of pictures.

And yes. i think i almost died trying to run after them. Oh wells. It wasn't that bad, it's the long awaited "proper" exercise that i haven't been doing for like 2months. Table tennis... Well. You do need to move around pretty much for TT too... But... Soccer is much more. HAH.




Anyways, i think i MAY be going back to my daily rants style. Since... Most people don't like the "info" kind and well. It wouldn't make much sense for me to blog about stuffs that is published quite long ago bah!

And damn. My dad touched my stuffs and water spilled over and my keyboard kinda "BOOM". In other words, more or less gone. Luckily, i got a spare keyboard. Oh wells. The typing is pretty smooth and all that. But i guess i just can't play my o2jam after all.

You know. There is this contradiction which i ain't really been able to solve.
Take for example:
A guy/girl cried infront of another guy/girl. Let's make it more, interesting. A guy cried in front of a guy. A scene that is not very common. Yea? And when i said cry, it's not out of gratitude or happiness, it's out of stress and sadness which that other guy can't take. So. What is your opinion of that guy who cried in front of his friend?

"Poor thing.
It must've been bad."

or so would be the normal thing. Well, i think partly that way too. But, for some reason, i always regretted that i cried. Whether if it's in front of anyone or no one. I don't think i got cry in front of friends before. Maybe when i was damn young bah. So anyways, is crying the right thing to do? Is this being hypocritical? For some reason i feel that it's more of wanting to get the other person's sympathy, console and comfort. Yes, there is nothing wrong with that basically, but how does that actually help?

If you write out something like, "i'm feeling so emo, i feel llike dying now" on some public thing where anyone can view it. Yea, that sentence would probably be true to the person at that point of time. But many of a time, those are written on whim or in impulse. After awhile, for some, straight after posting that stuff on the internet. Their "anger"/"emo" disappeared. Oh yea, it's what you call, venting your anger and letting the whole world know. You look back at the post you've just posted, and felt like deleting it, but left it there anyways. Another person passed by and ask, "are you okay?" When you're already fine.

The point is not that i am trying to put anyone down or discriminate against people who does such things.
If you even READ the stuffs above. You'll probably be confused. Don't worry. That's exactly how i feel. -confused- It's like. What's the difference between the 2 people who does(not) such things and what not? It's contradicting. Sometimes, it feels like they link, but the next moment, they seem to be totally different stuffs. If you have read the whole thing, please tell me what you think about it

Labels: daily rants

another anime for you guys to watch.
it's kinda old but it's nice, wasn't been able to watch it until recently.

Claymore


Rated PG14++
Yea, i'm all clear for that. Yes. It's nice. Lots of gore, but that's what makes the show really exciting. So hey, got time this is another MUST WATCH kinda thing.

And another show...

Nobuta Wo Produce

(click on picture to enlarge)

Genre: School drama
Yea, got the show from yujun, it's really really nice. HEY. THANKS ALOT AH. So it's not an anime. But a japanese drama. So watch it too. Serious. The girls are pretty cute too... >.<

So... Didn't really feel like posting. Not many people come anyways.oh well. shall post when i feel like it. And yea, i'm rebuilding my layout from scratch. lol

Labels: anime

Heroes Season 2



Season 2 offers a whole new... Feel about it. However, it's still about saving the world. Even after 7episodes of it. It never ceases to surprise me at every turn and twist of the story. Damn, it's on par with the best anime i've watched. xDDD

And damned. I took the wrong bus today and i ended up at Compass Point instead of Rivervale Plaza. Make me walk back.
But i amazed myself with my sense of direction, i plotted a shortcut never walked or tried before and it worked! Oh wells.

Here's a



Pretty interesting. Lol. Ordinary with ordinary/pointless abilities. Oh wells. That's it for now. Too tired. And yes. Fuck the homeworks.

Labels: daily rants

Nokia 5610 XpressMusic
http://www.nokia.com.sg/A4632129


Yes. I've got that. Finally i've changed to a Nokia phone. Oh wells, XpressMusic, around the same as Sony Erricson's "W" series.

And yes. I've finally got that 3.2MegaPixel cam. I can't stand my previous 2MP phone. Unless in very good lighting, the image quality JIAT SAI AH.
So hey. Currently using my old 1GB MicroSD scandisk. At least getting a 2GB if not for that optimal 4GB. Oh yea. I'm also trying to beg my dad to get me that bluetooth headset. Cause got discount. Yea, if i get that, i own, babe.

Tony VS Paul


A ridiculous guy found enough time to waste to do that video. watch it. I may try to do something like that. If i'm bored enough. Post it on youtube, Get a million viewers or something. Damn.

Labels: daily rants

i send my regards.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENEDICT YEO EN LE
2nd Dec

oh yea. Thank you to matthew who made my hit counter jump 10+ times and his constructive comments.

after some what a long time. It's finally a tech topic.
Let's see.
I'll go about DDR3 SDRAM
in other words.
Your third generation ram.

Here's a simple chart to show you the difference in performance that's worlds apart.

Higher Performance with Lower Power Consumption

• Date rates per pin up to 1600Mbps
• 1.5V VDD & VDDQ to reduce power consumption
• DQ shielding, self calibration and fly-by topology for better signal control
• Thermal sensor inside DRAM for systemlevel thermal management

Most people are using DDR2 now. The jump from DDR2 to DDR3 would be 2X the speed. Lesser electricity needed, and up to 8GB per slot.

Future tech which may not exactly be practical.
10 years down the road. You might find your computer being made up with stuffs like this.



It's called a nanotube. Made from carbon. It's 1/100,000 size of a human hair and yet it's 10 to 100times stronger than steel. It's a semi-conductor being a transistor when electricity is running through and becomes a metal when it's offed.

If it really is possible. Micro-processors will shrink even more and it may turn out into a nano-processor or something. Speeds might shoot up to 16X faster or even more.
However.

Researchers are still seeking answers. "How do you control their physical properties? How do you grow them in the right place? How do you connect them?" asks Bob Gassar, director of components research at Intel. "Those are not trivial problems, and they may never be solved."

Let's just look forward to such a technology when we're at least 20+ or what. Oh wells. I still want my upgrade. =/

Labels: tech

before anything

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEE JIA HUI
1st December

okayokay, u better be honoured i actually posted this on your birthday. MSN nicks reminded me of it. lol~
What can i say. Other than your unstoppable urge to somehow, scream SOMETHING whenever you see me. OH WELLS. Good luck anyways, have fun today. haha.